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Monday Mar 31, 2008

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So it's about 1 more hour until my birthday. As I'm sure you all know, the past few weeks have kinda sucked, so I'm hoping that for my birthday things will begin to look better.

I'm trying to stop posting such negative blogs, so I decided I'd list a few things that are going good in my life. smile

1. Tomorrow is orientation to start school! In case you don't know, I've been busting my ass trying to get into school. So this is a big thing for me. I'm totally excited and nervous!!

2. My daughter has made it through her first year of life! And I've made it through my first year of being a mommy! wink

3. I'm alive. I have dramatically cut back on smoking. Of course there's an occasional smoke here and there, but I am not a regular smoker anymore. smile

4. I have been clean for almost 3 years. Here's the skinny on that:

SPOILERS! (Click to view)

I am a recovering meth addict. Meth controlled my life for almost 4 years. It's ruined alot of things for me, including hurting myself emotionally, and physically. I've hurt my family pretty bad as well and this is a HUGE accomplishment for me. I love the fact that I turned my life around. It IS possible!

If you or anyone you know has a problem wtih drugs and/or alcohol, help is available. The sooner treatment begins the better smile



5. I have the greatest little brother in the world. Well he isn't so little anymore wink He just turned 18. He's helped me out so much in the past year or so. Especially with my daughter. He's like my best friend.


Ah, I feel better already. I'd LOVE to hear some positive things going on in your lofe, so feel free to post them for me!

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So I've had a few people ask me what I want for my birthday. So I decided I'd go ahead and be brave and post it. It's a bit expensive, but I am really looking forward to eventually pursuing this.



I've been reading a lot about corset training. I am extremely interested. So I've decided I'd focus some of my attention on this. Hey- I need a hobby right? What better thing to do!

I REALLY want this for my birthday.



So if you're feeling generous, message me! They don't have anything good to start off with at amazon.com. So can't really do the wishlist thing. Lame!

Anyone else into corset training? Tell me your experiences!


I love you guys. Sorry for acting like an ass lately, I'm trying to get it under control.

kiss kiss

VIEW 25 of 29 COMMENTS
tex13:
Happy birthday
Apr 1, 2008
ta2dmom:
So how was your birthday? And school?
Apr 2, 2008

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