Ok so I'm giving into the trendy numbering in blogs. It's so much easier.
1.Good News! ! I qualify for TANF (temporary assistance for needy families.) Which means the government will be helping me out with a little bit of money each month, and daycare. I can finally start getting ready for work. I have to go to some Choices orientation on friday, which I am actually looking forward to. I guess they teach you the proper way to look for a job ect... That will help me alot since I haven't really worked since I was 16. Selling drugs obviously doesn't count. I was worried that my criminal record was going to disqualify me (because it can) but it didn't. Thank the lord.
2. The El Paso Downtown Street Festival went great! Matt's band opened up for the Smithereens and Collective Soul. He popped a string in the second song, but the show must go on and he did great given the circumstances! Here are a few pics!
Here's Matt playing in the cover band he's in. Pays the bills eh? Its hilarious to see him play I want you to want me, since he's all mr. I can play anything, and twice as fast. lol
Isn't he hot? haha You can barely see him, I had to sneak pics. I didn't want to have my camera taken away.
This is the singer from Eocene. She's got an awesome voice!
There's the band and a few fans. hehe
3. Matt's original band Chaos Follows Order just got done at the studio. You can listen to their songs if ya click em... The final cut and edited master cd being mixed by travis, their sound engineer, will be ready by next week. Still sounds pretty damned good though. I'm so happy for him, he has all this talent and finally he's doing something with it. He's been playing guitar since he was big enough to hold one.
4. So I guess I had a mini-break down last night. I was crying adn so depressed. I didn't even know why. I had just gotten approved for TANF, I should have been happy. I mean I was. I don't know. I was crying, and feeling not good snough, stressed out and lonely. I was even thinking about cutting, wtf! I wasn't going to do it, don't even start thinking that, but the thoughts were there. And I SO didn't like that. But I guess I got it out of my system cuz I feel way better today.
5. HOLY CRAP Bianca had her first "giggle" yesterday! It was fucking cute as hell! Here's my baby
Tummy time!
Invisible Guitar
Toodles people!
DON'T FORGET TO CHECK OUT CHAOS FOLLOWS ORDER! ADD THEM TO YOUR MYSPACE!
1.Good News! ! I qualify for TANF (temporary assistance for needy families.) Which means the government will be helping me out with a little bit of money each month, and daycare. I can finally start getting ready for work. I have to go to some Choices orientation on friday, which I am actually looking forward to. I guess they teach you the proper way to look for a job ect... That will help me alot since I haven't really worked since I was 16. Selling drugs obviously doesn't count. I was worried that my criminal record was going to disqualify me (because it can) but it didn't. Thank the lord.
2. The El Paso Downtown Street Festival went great! Matt's band opened up for the Smithereens and Collective Soul. He popped a string in the second song, but the show must go on and he did great given the circumstances! Here are a few pics!
Here's Matt playing in the cover band he's in. Pays the bills eh? Its hilarious to see him play I want you to want me, since he's all mr. I can play anything, and twice as fast. lol
Isn't he hot? haha You can barely see him, I had to sneak pics. I didn't want to have my camera taken away.
This is the singer from Eocene. She's got an awesome voice!
There's the band and a few fans. hehe
3. Matt's original band Chaos Follows Order just got done at the studio. You can listen to their songs if ya click em... The final cut and edited master cd being mixed by travis, their sound engineer, will be ready by next week. Still sounds pretty damned good though. I'm so happy for him, he has all this talent and finally he's doing something with it. He's been playing guitar since he was big enough to hold one.
4. So I guess I had a mini-break down last night. I was crying adn so depressed. I didn't even know why. I had just gotten approved for TANF, I should have been happy. I mean I was. I don't know. I was crying, and feeling not good snough, stressed out and lonely. I was even thinking about cutting, wtf! I wasn't going to do it, don't even start thinking that, but the thoughts were there. And I SO didn't like that. But I guess I got it out of my system cuz I feel way better today.
5. HOLY CRAP Bianca had her first "giggle" yesterday! It was fucking cute as hell! Here's my baby
Tummy time!
Invisible Guitar
Toodles people!
DON'T FORGET TO CHECK OUT CHAOS FOLLOWS ORDER! ADD THEM TO YOUR MYSPACE!
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valkyrie:
What a cute baby! 
valkyrie:
Thank you! Crossing my fingers. 
Crossing my fingers.