Alrighty! New Blog! So how is everyone doing? So my best and only girl friend that I have left for Austin the day b4 yesterday. I mean I still have friends, but they're mostly guys, and every girl knows that you just GOTTA have that one chick friend to talk to. Guys just don't understand things sometimes, nor do they wnna talk about some girlie stuff 
Not to mention they are also friends with Wes and it's hard to talk to them sometimes, because they don't want to get too involved in our situation. Which is kinda understandable. I'm hangin in there alright though. I haven't had a drink since she left either. Now it's time for me to get things going.
Yesterday I finally went to the Attorney General and filled out an application for Child Support. Fuck this shit, I need some help, and it's taking him way to long to find a job. He is such a moron, UGH!! It makes me wanna not let him come see her!! But don't worry kids! I already know, it's not fair to her to not see her dad. But damn it sure sounds tempting sometimes!! I just can't stand him coming over and playing with her, and being a dad without dealing with the responsibilities of being a real parent. This is the guy that wanted to give a 2 month old a french fry
. Anyways, the lady there said, "You will be getting child support, whether he's working or not." Which is so awesome! I REALLY need the help.
Also, get this: I called about CCMS (Child Care Management System) about some help with daycare. As most of you know, they will pay for child care if you qualify for it. Which I know I more than likely will... the stupid thing is, YOU HAVE TO ALREADY BE WORKING FOR AT LEAST 25 HOURS A WEEK!! How the hell am I supposed to get a job with a baby at my side 24/7. My mom would probably baby sit for me, but she works weird ass hours, and anyways, theres a waiting list for it. Not too long, but still each day I'm working I've gotta find someone to watch her, that can handle a 2 1/2 month old. I think I am gonna try talking to my Aunt tomorrow. I will manage something, I usually do. But I really need help, and I'm gonna have to do what I gotta do. Part of being a parent.
SO I got my car
It's awesome!! Cept the A/C needs to be charged a lil bit and the rotors nee to be turned. Still not bad for $3500. 1997 Honda Accord LX. Automatic everything!
Here's 2 videos of my morning
Not to mention they are also friends with Wes and it's hard to talk to them sometimes, because they don't want to get too involved in our situation. Which is kinda understandable. I'm hangin in there alright though. I haven't had a drink since she left either. Now it's time for me to get things going.
Yesterday I finally went to the Attorney General and filled out an application for Child Support. Fuck this shit, I need some help, and it's taking him way to long to find a job. He is such a moron, UGH!! It makes me wanna not let him come see her!! But don't worry kids! I already know, it's not fair to her to not see her dad. But damn it sure sounds tempting sometimes!! I just can't stand him coming over and playing with her, and being a dad without dealing with the responsibilities of being a real parent. This is the guy that wanted to give a 2 month old a french fry
. Anyways, the lady there said, "You will be getting child support, whether he's working or not." Which is so awesome! I REALLY need the help.
Also, get this: I called about CCMS (Child Care Management System) about some help with daycare. As most of you know, they will pay for child care if you qualify for it. Which I know I more than likely will... the stupid thing is, YOU HAVE TO ALREADY BE WORKING FOR AT LEAST 25 HOURS A WEEK!! How the hell am I supposed to get a job with a baby at my side 24/7. My mom would probably baby sit for me, but she works weird ass hours, and anyways, theres a waiting list for it. Not too long, but still each day I'm working I've gotta find someone to watch her, that can handle a 2 1/2 month old. I think I am gonna try talking to my Aunt tomorrow. I will manage something, I usually do. But I really need help, and I'm gonna have to do what I gotta do. Part of being a parent.
SO I got my car
It's awesome!! Cept the A/C needs to be charged a lil bit and the rotors nee to be turned. Still not bad for $3500. 1997 Honda Accord LX. Automatic everything!
Here's 2 videos of my morning
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