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So reading a friends blog made me think of something I really wanna rant about. I coulda taken 6 pages in one comment, but I decided to spare them and just leave a paragraph heh.

Sot his whole Anna Nicole Smith thing sparked up some thought in mah lil 'ol brain. It was such an out of the blue kinda thing. When I found out, it stated on the Yahoo! Homepage, "Anna Nicole Smith dies." I literally did a double take, like wtf? Are you serious? Just like that. She's dead.

So I clicked on the link to read about what happened. As far as that page, I think they did an awesome job of reporting that they knew she had passed and stating the information that they DID know. Also a brief update for those who don't know about the tragedy that struck her family a mere 5 months ago....btw, her son died while visiting her in the hospital as she had given birth to her daughter only 3 days prior. His death was ruled suspicious (which I think is accurate) and turned out that his death was accidental. He had mixed some perscription drugs, I believed zoloft was involved. There was a few fucked up accusations about that situation too, though I can't remember off hand what they were. But I could imagine, for any mother that kinda of loss must feel HORRIBLE. Can u only imagine? All this while possibly dealing with post-pardom depression (sp?)

If that wasn't hard enough for her to deal with, the media THEN hassled her about who the father of her newborn daughter was. She even had to practically hide just so the media would leave her alone!!! It makes me sick, how far people will go just for a fucking story. I'd go crazy if I would of been in her shoes. I woulda shot w few poperatzzi (sp?) fucks by now.

So now, she herself has passed and the media is having a fucking party over the ratings their getting because of it. I think it's kinda fucked up. As a matter of fact, I was driving in my car yesterday and I almost called the DJ on the radio and bitched him the FUCK out. He was announcing that she had passed, then say, "I think she was all strung out and overdosed. ect..." He said it totally fucked up....I just cringed to myself and blowed it off. Then the song fight for your right to party came on, and immediatley after he says, "Well Anna Nicole Smith partied a little to hard, and now she's pushin up daisies!" I don't know if it's just hormones or wtf, but that's just out of line. There hasn't even been an autopsy saying why she died!! So even if she did OD, nobody know that for a fact!!!!!!! I was so pissed. All left n right people are talking shit. For christ's sake the poor woman just died after loosing her husband a few years back, her son a few months back. She left behind a 5 month old baby girl, has anyone said a FUCKING thing about her?! Shiiit if anythings been said, I have yet to hear it. That's where my biggest concern is. That poor little girl. Not to mention, someone brought up a good point in chat last night, " that little girl is only gonna know her mother by what other people say ab out her." It's true and it makes me sick. She may have posed nude for playboy, had drug problems, but she had an AWESOME relationship w her son. I believe she was a good mother. UGH!! That poor family!!! So many deaths!!! And when they're people with so much money anything could have been the case.... for all we know, one of the men that were fighting for her daughter coulda had her killed, has anyone thought of that? Nope, only thing is she was STRUNG OUT.

Fucking media makes me sick. Fuck the media!!!






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