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So I'm getting my chest piece today.




Expect pictures soon.


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Toodles!

Okay, new post time.

So I'm at school, bored as hell. Finished my work for the hour. So, I decided to reblog.

School's going good. Although I've had to make up all kinds of work because of all the days I've missed, I'm still maintaining A's in all my classes. I'm so proud of myself, I could vomit!

Hmm... Let's see what else. Oh yeah,...
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Update. So, my colposcopy sucked. I'm still crampy. Bleh. But it appears to my doc (he's pretty sure) that it's mild dysplasia. Which means he'll probably want to do Cryosurgery. Sounds worse than it really is. He can actually do the procedure at his office. They just freeze off the precancer tissue or something to that effect.

Hmmm, oh yeah, so I'm in love again....
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I am so not ready for summer heat.

I wanna go swimming.

I need to wash my hair.

Where the fuck is the cordless phone?

Damn it, I have to see my shrink next week.

This yogurt is goooood.

If Crystal Light didn't contain aspartame, it'd be the best thing since sliced bread.

There's no school Monday.

Monday is Memorial Day.

There's no daycare either....
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Eh, I figured I'd post something new and refreshing. Well, not so much refreshing.

So, for school, we've gotta do a Power Point Presentaion, and since my class takes forever, I figured I'd make a really good one. I chose to do it on animal cruelty. It's ridiculous the way humans treat animals. I actually cried after seeing some of the images that came up...
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I'm dying for companionship. I'm so fucking lonely.

Eh. At least I'm going to the gym now.

Somebody love me! I've been pretty down the past few days. I can't wait to see my damned shrink! I guess they wanna put me on a mood stablizer too. I hate that they usually don't understand that pills don't fix everything.

I'm tired of being out of...
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First day of school?




ROCKED! I love it! I can't wait to get to work! It exactly at the pace I'm comfortable with, the teachers are great! I'm so excited!

I even have a back pack and heavy books like a real student! LOL!

So it's about 1 more hour until my birthday. As I'm sure you all know, the past few weeks have kinda sucked, so I'm hoping that for my birthday things will begin to look better.

I'm trying to stop posting such negative blogs, so I decided I'd list a few things that are going good in my life.

1. Tomorrow is orientation to start school!...
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I can't help but feel so betrayed lately. It feels almost as if there's something in the air causing people to change.

Maybe I just think too much. Maybe I just need some anti-depressants. Is it fucked up that I'm scared to take any anti-depressants because I'm afraid to gain more weight? Pretty dumb huh?

I start school this week. I'm totally excited, yet nervous....
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