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The love of my life left me, officially today.

I've never sobbed so sadly in my life. I swore I heard theatrics in the backgroung.

I am trying so hard to stay positive, optimistic.

The realization that at least got a response out of him : Afraid to fall asleep {pill or not} just in case he comes by...optimism at it's worst?


But hey- to...
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liv:
Its great your daughter ate with an spoon awww... its like: picture moment!!! smile

love is a hard drug... stay strong...sometimes life just seem like get all distorted and out of place but time tends to set things in some kind order again...
*hugs*
morningstar55:
I'm sorry you are going through some sad times. This will make you stronger. Don't let it make you bitter. I hope things work out for the best.
Courage.
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Things were going so great.

And today sucks.

I was hoping to suprise you guys with my set being submitted soon, but the mail isn't called snail mail for no reason.

Sometimes boys can be so hardheaded and closed-minded. I'm hurt that sometimes people can't just understand each other's position on things, it's either one way or another.

The question, "is love enough" has been...
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jamila:
I'm sorry things are shit frown
I know how that goes. *hugs*
xalicex:
i dont think love is enough personally......love can exist sometimes where respect doesnt. and it makes for a n uhappy story.

love is possible, amazing, life changing, confusing, and hard, but to live off love alone is a dangerous thing to do i think.

that picture is beautiful
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Marijuana + Chai Tea = biggrin biggrin biggrin biggrin

I'm in heaven.

Love it, I'm gonna sleep so good tonight... and it fixed my tummy ache!


kiss
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aldremech:
I'm quite jealous. I want to veg out for a day. biggrin
edmoloko:
Done, I added you too.

I've tried something similar to your sleep remedy a while back and the end result was kind of explosive if you know what I mean. confused
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So the boys band was on the radio yesterday. It was pretty awesome.

It's kinda cool.

I was kinda sick yesterday though. That was a bummer.

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xalicex:
really? thats cool.....whats the name of his band?
edmoloko:
I'll do anything to keep from getting sick, I think my body's permanently changed from taking plane trips all the time, I used to get violently ill after each flight.

It's good to see them getting more exposure through radio play, if things keep progressing the way they are you could have another potential "The Mars Volta".
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Apperantly I've been whiney.


I'll give you guys a break.




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xalicex:
i didnt see any whining
liv:
its your blog and you have the right to do anything you want!! even write a blank one! ARRR!!!
kiss kiss
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WARNING! ANGRY RANT AHEAD. Hell you just may appreciate it...



I'm so tired of these corporate fucks being so judgemental. I mean seriously guys, if someone's test scores are ridiculously higher than anyone else's but they have a criminal history (btw that's not even a conviction and is defferred) why turn them down? It makes no sense. Sure DRUG TEST ME. Hell drug test me...
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edmoloko:
Most employers usually want carbon copies of themselves working for them and are prejudice as hell towards everybody else, especially here in Hell Paso.

I used to work for one guy who had a fuckin army of pseudo cowboy/chero clones working for him. They all drove F-150s' (21 of them to be exact), frowned upon using "big words", worshiped the Dallas Cowboys etc. etc. Needless to say everybody else was treated like shit but don't work there anymore, they've moved on and left those assholes there to rot in their perfect little world of mind numbing routine.

Those kinds of people are happy with that kind of bullshit and will never be anything more than what they are now, people like you on the other hand move on to better things.

Trust me, things will get better with time.
trixxx:
no offense I love ya to bits but lets get real..

equal oppourtunity is to protect people from discrimination for things that they can't help, like race, gender, sexual preference, ...making yourself all tattooed and pierced was your decision and one that has ramifications.

I too, have been the target of unfair judgement but thats the price I pay for what I have done TO MYSELF.

You have altered your looks by a million percent since I first met you here on SG. I would have never done so if I thought I would wanna be corporate. I waited till I knew what I was gonna be/ do before I got tattoos that were visible, up until that point I got stuff no one would see....

I don't think the corporate world is gonna bend to you , I have heard the corporate world is all about conformity, are you stuck on this path or are you open to now changing your goals to something more attainable?

Maybe your decision to get so visibly inked and pierced is making the choices for you now? just some things to think about , take care xoxoxo T
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m0ngrel:
i've been gone
i miss sayin heya to you... to everyone
i work way too much
kiss kiss kiss
xalicex:
im sorry to hear you are feeling sad hun frown i hope a smile finds your face soon
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lamesauce_nox:
The second and the last one. You look great smile
m0ngrel:
omg i love all of them
wow
great work!
love love
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punknitemike:
ohhh, thats alot of lyrics. i like it though, looks rad!
dragonflower:
nice ink, girlie! kiss
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Ok guys. So I need your help.

I need all of you to check out Chaos Follows Order. Go, listen, add them, leave them comments or whatever. Tell your friends about them, your friends friends, hell everyone!

They've been busting their asses on this new cd, and I'd like to get them as much exposure as I can. They've got talent and I can't...
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punknitemike:
i wanna see your new ink!
pawko4b:
We love you too love kiss
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Quick update.

I'm halfway through school.

My daughter is growing really damn fast, she's discovered she can drink through a straw.

It's been raining all week, which is FUCKING AWESOME except my car smells like moldy ass.

I'm going to put purple dye on my already pink/red hair. Pictures soon to come.

I miss Matt.

His band is fucking awesome, and I love listening to...
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ta2dmom:
Stop picking at it and you won't need to get it touched up wink.
ooni:
I've been wanting to try one of those. Too bad they're effing esspensive and I am broke.

One day, my friend, one day.

Have you tried the Arizona Green Tea energy drinks? ZZZING! It had me bouncing.
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