ow.

[edit] i pulled something in my neck/shoulder wednesday night bringing in the patio at work.

the last few days have been something like this:

lie flat on my back for as long as i can hold still for
moan about hurting
take ibuprofen
smoke pot
drink water and change positions
watch horrible tv
eat all kinds of goodies to distract myself
smoke more pot...
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I left San Diego for Idaho pretty much happy with my life, ready to pick it up where I left off upon my return.

I'm back. For the first time, flying into my hometown actually filled me with gloom and dread.

I feel incredibly empty now having left my family behind.

I'm re thinking everything in my life now.

I'm not saying I need to...
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Creating a vision of what you want to achieve is the first step in achieving it.

I've been telling my boi for four days now that I needed laundry done by Tuesday. He thinks 'by' means 'on' so he was planning on doing it tonight while I'm at work. Only prob is I need clothes to wear TO work. In a few hours.

Which means instead of studying Spanish, deep cleaning my house and looking for a coat I desperately need...
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on tv right now. hell yes. good stuff.

I can't believe this shit. But I can. But I threw up in my mouth a lot.


ugh.

ok fine, i'm over it.

come ON now, who is that cheap?????

i have two things in the house to possibly eat for breakfast. Cereal and leftover beef stew. I poured myself some cereal and went to open my new rice milk I bought yesterday.. And it's open and half gone! And I don't want to risk using the rest because someone obviously drank out of it directly.. EW germs!...
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