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Monday Aug 08, 2005

Aug 8, 2005
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i'm sick of looking at my life as one big 'to do' list. i avoid waking as long as possible, holding back the flood of frantic thought that has been so much more peaceful in slumber.

i want my life to be one big 'to enjoy' list.
i want my first thought to be of something wonderful.
i want to close my eyes with a smile every night regardless of the day's events.
i want to open them every morning eager to drink in the new experiences to be savored.

i want to stop looking around at what i need to fix.
start instead looking at the blessings my life is full to the brim of.
smile
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nattytattat:
I avoid waking as long as possible because I don't want to run into my crotchedy landlord when I take the dogs out....

Isn't nice that we can talk ourselves into being happy? My life has been much better since I realized that!
Aug 9, 2005
abigorna:
could be worse
but its already good if you re thinking like that, to improve, to get somehwere...no?

smile
Aug 10, 2005

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