i got too busy to finish my 'what makes me happy' list the other day. i shall have to get back to it soon. 
so basically my mad partying spree is over. i still want to get drunk with my homies of course. i'm just gonna be more selective about when, coz there are waaay too many good things for me to be focusing on in my free time to waste it all on times i won't even remember!
what am i focusing on?
work. i like my job and i'm actually trying to be the best i can. i still know i can do better, and i want a lot more money out of them anyway, so 30-50 hours (i'm the manager, who said anything about regular hours?) a week that's taking my time and energy. i dream of the day i will not have to work. it's coming soon. sooner than i think. actually, it CAN't come sooner than i think. so i better just keep thinking it will be soon. or something.
myself. i realized recently i have not had nearly enough alone time. so now i'm working a couple nights a week so i can have the mornings when the boys are at work to listen to electronic music, dance my ass off, and sit around reading my 'bible', thinking and meditating. gosh i love 'me time'.
growing hydro. so far my plants love their parents. for some reason shawn and i have never had green thumbs--actually the opposite--til we started growing together. we've got a cool flower that i'm trying to root; it might need to be a bulb but we'll see. and some aloe cuttings from my friend at work, among others.
the usual. ya know, keeping on top of the eating right and the yoga and pilates, the bills, not running out of weed, battling the ants and the laundry and the dishes, trying to get to the beach while my precious summer is still with us....and i have to get my front bumper etc replaced coz someone(nice, who left a note)hit it. and i have to do my taxes so i can apply for school. damn i better hurry up i want to start in september.
tattoos. can't go much longer. must. be. tatted. soon.
i'm getting a rad stick figure tat on the outside of my right wrist next. it should be cheap so maybe even this weekend!
though that means i have to start wearing long sleeves to work. bleh. but worth it. also in the next couple weeks i'll go track down the artist i want to do my right sleeve for me. it's gonna kick so much ass. it's been years in the pondering and i finally have a 'me' idea. i'll give you three hints: a penguin, tropical flowers, and jungle book. i've decided my left side has had enough attention and it's time to balance it out and work on the right. i guess i should finish my left calf half sleeve but i haven't found the right fillers yet. it will come to me.
friends. they've been around. i haven't seen one of my dear friends in awhile, and every time i saw her before that i was drunk (and she can't drink coz she's pregnant with her first daughter). i miss you ashleigh! and i miss t. she's been off galavanting with some wonderful new boy. i'm glad she's havin fun though! i've been having lotsa fun with all my other homies during my drinking spree. i just wanna get back to the 'quality over quantity'.
at least i see shawn every day. i love him so much more all the time. we've decided we can't give each other up, so what we need is a girlfriend for both of us to abuse--cough--er, have fun with.
so what else. looking much forward to fly away and nocturnal wonderland (massive raves). that reminds me, i've got to get on it and make my costumes! i haven't figured out what to wear to fly away--it's a butterfly theme and i'm not too into sporting wings. nocturnal is an alice in wonderland theme, and i'm doing the white rabbit. i'm gonna make my own costume--my first time doing something like this. i'm excited. it should be easy and i'm gonna look hot as hell.
ahh, dancing. i broke my 'no ecstacy' rule at electric daisy carnival. that was dumb. i don't regret rolling. i felt my energy totally cleansed. that was good. but it's better for me to have a low key, intimate setting, since i only roll on pure mdma and without all the speed i crash out. i wanted to be dancing that whole night and i couldn't get up. LAME. this will not be the case ever again.!!!
i've been really into old tv shows like saved by the bell and golden girls. this humor and 'clean' fun is really appealing to me lately. i need to get a netflicks membership so i can get all the old movies everyone else hates--like summer magic, pretty woman, parent trap...etc etc...
oh yah. i need to do my hair this week. it needs to be cut. i hate cutting it. i like to let it 'grow where it may' but i need a style and less split ends so i'm breaking down. hope it comes out awesome.
my mom sent me a really nice email saying everyone misses me and loves me, and i should come visit and they'll try to be good. i want to. i miss my family so much. i just don't want to go through the cryfest '05 that i know will come flooding out when i see them. i'm hoping time will numb it a little. but at the same time i don't want to wait. life is now. my brothers are growing up so fast. i've been missing so many birthdays. such deep and mixed emotions on this subject.
that's about it for my blabbing today loves. i need to go do that 'me time' thing now.
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Sophie's right!
Bettina's new set is fantastically amazing!
She's the most classic of all pinups on this site in my humble-ish opinion! yummeh!
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Oh and new pics bitches!!!!!!!!!!
so basically my mad partying spree is over. i still want to get drunk with my homies of course. i'm just gonna be more selective about when, coz there are waaay too many good things for me to be focusing on in my free time to waste it all on times i won't even remember!
what am i focusing on?
work. i like my job and i'm actually trying to be the best i can. i still know i can do better, and i want a lot more money out of them anyway, so 30-50 hours (i'm the manager, who said anything about regular hours?) a week that's taking my time and energy. i dream of the day i will not have to work. it's coming soon. sooner than i think. actually, it CAN't come sooner than i think. so i better just keep thinking it will be soon. or something.
myself. i realized recently i have not had nearly enough alone time. so now i'm working a couple nights a week so i can have the mornings when the boys are at work to listen to electronic music, dance my ass off, and sit around reading my 'bible', thinking and meditating. gosh i love 'me time'.
growing hydro. so far my plants love their parents. for some reason shawn and i have never had green thumbs--actually the opposite--til we started growing together. we've got a cool flower that i'm trying to root; it might need to be a bulb but we'll see. and some aloe cuttings from my friend at work, among others.
the usual. ya know, keeping on top of the eating right and the yoga and pilates, the bills, not running out of weed, battling the ants and the laundry and the dishes, trying to get to the beach while my precious summer is still with us....and i have to get my front bumper etc replaced coz someone(nice, who left a note)hit it. and i have to do my taxes so i can apply for school. damn i better hurry up i want to start in september.
tattoos. can't go much longer. must. be. tatted. soon.
i'm getting a rad stick figure tat on the outside of my right wrist next. it should be cheap so maybe even this weekend!
though that means i have to start wearing long sleeves to work. bleh. but worth it. also in the next couple weeks i'll go track down the artist i want to do my right sleeve for me. it's gonna kick so much ass. it's been years in the pondering and i finally have a 'me' idea. i'll give you three hints: a penguin, tropical flowers, and jungle book. i've decided my left side has had enough attention and it's time to balance it out and work on the right. i guess i should finish my left calf half sleeve but i haven't found the right fillers yet. it will come to me.
friends. they've been around. i haven't seen one of my dear friends in awhile, and every time i saw her before that i was drunk (and she can't drink coz she's pregnant with her first daughter). i miss you ashleigh! and i miss t. she's been off galavanting with some wonderful new boy. i'm glad she's havin fun though! i've been having lotsa fun with all my other homies during my drinking spree. i just wanna get back to the 'quality over quantity'.
at least i see shawn every day. i love him so much more all the time. we've decided we can't give each other up, so what we need is a girlfriend for both of us to abuse--cough--er, have fun with.
so what else. looking much forward to fly away and nocturnal wonderland (massive raves). that reminds me, i've got to get on it and make my costumes! i haven't figured out what to wear to fly away--it's a butterfly theme and i'm not too into sporting wings. nocturnal is an alice in wonderland theme, and i'm doing the white rabbit. i'm gonna make my own costume--my first time doing something like this. i'm excited. it should be easy and i'm gonna look hot as hell.
ahh, dancing. i broke my 'no ecstacy' rule at electric daisy carnival. that was dumb. i don't regret rolling. i felt my energy totally cleansed. that was good. but it's better for me to have a low key, intimate setting, since i only roll on pure mdma and without all the speed i crash out. i wanted to be dancing that whole night and i couldn't get up. LAME. this will not be the case ever again.!!!
i've been really into old tv shows like saved by the bell and golden girls. this humor and 'clean' fun is really appealing to me lately. i need to get a netflicks membership so i can get all the old movies everyone else hates--like summer magic, pretty woman, parent trap...etc etc...
oh yah. i need to do my hair this week. it needs to be cut. i hate cutting it. i like to let it 'grow where it may' but i need a style and less split ends so i'm breaking down. hope it comes out awesome.
my mom sent me a really nice email saying everyone misses me and loves me, and i should come visit and they'll try to be good. i want to. i miss my family so much. i just don't want to go through the cryfest '05 that i know will come flooding out when i see them. i'm hoping time will numb it a little. but at the same time i don't want to wait. life is now. my brothers are growing up so fast. i've been missing so many birthdays. such deep and mixed emotions on this subject.
that's about it for my blabbing today loves. i need to go do that 'me time' thing now.
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Sophie's right!
Bettina's new set is fantastically amazing!
She's the most classic of all pinups on this site in my humble-ish opinion! yummeh!
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Oh and new pics bitches!!!!!!!!!!
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Beer darts happens every Sunday at 4:30 pm....it's an open invitation, just bring some cans....and some beer too, ha ha ha...I couldn't resist.
THE GREATEST chicks in the world rojo and cherrybomb00 are coming down for Street Scene. I hope we can all hang out again!
i will try that now, 4 days of headache must be fixed.