k so my best friend, the married chik i've been wanting for forever? she just told me ' you'll find another girl and move on'.
like, whoa.
what a bitch! yes, straight to the point, a good thing, yes, i do that too.
but...
maybe she's really just threatened by the fact that me and her husband have something they will never have...
or maybe she just doesn't like me.
wow. i feel i've been lead on for so long.
maybe i've lead myself on.
honestly, she's a cool chik but...not someone i would put in my ideals list in the slightest...
hey know what?
it's as clear a sign as i would need, right?
move the fuck on.
why trap myself at a certain level just to identify with someone i wanted to have something with?
i'm comfortable at a certain vibrational level, yes, but capable of such higher ones....
who is most important to identify with?
self.
self values growth and change above all.
i wonder if this entry will make as much sense when i'm not drunk.
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Monday---
"This is what PRIDE should be. Proud to be a human. Proud to be alive. Proud to be the best possible person you can be. NOT PROUD TO GET REALLY DRUNK AND HAVE SLOPPY SEX WITH SOMEONE U DONT KNOW.
Life is AMAZING.... NEVER WASTE ONE SECOND............."
WOW guys!!! This is a quote from a rad post by my friend Mo (howeva he spells it).
Gave me goosebumpeties so I had to share!
Here's the whole blog if you want to read it (you should)
like, whoa.
what a bitch! yes, straight to the point, a good thing, yes, i do that too.
but...
maybe she's really just threatened by the fact that me and her husband have something they will never have...
or maybe she just doesn't like me.
wow. i feel i've been lead on for so long.
maybe i've lead myself on.
honestly, she's a cool chik but...not someone i would put in my ideals list in the slightest...
hey know what?
it's as clear a sign as i would need, right?
move the fuck on.
why trap myself at a certain level just to identify with someone i wanted to have something with?
i'm comfortable at a certain vibrational level, yes, but capable of such higher ones....
who is most important to identify with?
self.
self values growth and change above all.
i wonder if this entry will make as much sense when i'm not drunk.
######################################
Monday---
"This is what PRIDE should be. Proud to be a human. Proud to be alive. Proud to be the best possible person you can be. NOT PROUD TO GET REALLY DRUNK AND HAVE SLOPPY SEX WITH SOMEONE U DONT KNOW.
Life is AMAZING.... NEVER WASTE ONE SECOND............."
WOW guys!!! This is a quote from a rad post by my friend Mo (howeva he spells it).
Gave me goosebumpeties so I had to share!
Here's the whole blog if you want to read it (you should)
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I would guess that the odds are pretty high, that is why she suggested that you move on.
Sounds like it was a wild little love triangle though.
toodles.