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k so my best friend, the married chik i've been wanting for forever? she just told me ' you'll find another girl and move on'.

like, whoa.

what a bitch! yes, straight to the point, a good thing, yes, i do that too.

but...

maybe she's really just threatened by the fact that me and her husband have something they will never have...

or maybe she just doesn't like me.

wow. i feel i've been lead on for so long.

maybe i've lead myself on.

honestly, she's a cool chik but...not someone i would put in my ideals list in the slightest...

hey know what?

it's as clear a sign as i would need, right?

move the fuck on.

why trap myself at a certain level just to identify with someone i wanted to have something with?

i'm comfortable at a certain vibrational level, yes, but capable of such higher ones....

who is most important to identify with?

self.

self values growth and change above all.

i wonder if this entry will make as much sense when i'm not drunk.

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Monday---

"This is what PRIDE should be. Proud to be a human. Proud to be alive. Proud to be the best possible person you can be. NOT PROUD TO GET REALLY DRUNK AND HAVE SLOPPY SEX WITH SOMEONE U DONT KNOW.

Life is AMAZING.... NEVER WASTE ONE SECOND............."

WOW guys!!! This is a quote from a rad post by my friend Mo (howeva he spells it).


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