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Sunday Apr 03, 2005

Apr 3, 2005
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Today I am feeling sorry for myself.

I have nowhere to go. I was all stoked to find that my homie's mom wants us to move in with her for free while we go to school and save money.
Then I found out she has two cats. There's the end of that one. I'm having allergy attacks every day now because of the flowers--how would I handle cat hair everywhere? Uh-uh.

I have no money. I'm borrowing more than my next check is gonna be just to get to work and eat. Speaking of my check, a quarter of my income is being garnished because of old court debts--I had just called a debt consolidation place this week too!

I have no life. I have no one to go to the kind of parties I enjoy with me. All of my friends hang out wihout me at night and on weekends and have a blast while I'm working. Then I come home and they're passed out. And on my day off I run around taking care of bills and boring shit.

My job blows nuts. yes it's cool to work with a bunch of hippies and stoners. That's it though. I have so much responsibility and I work my ass off. But for what? Not enough money that's for sure. And the scheduling is retarded. It's just not worth it but what am I gonna do? I'll sink further into debt without working.

Yah, so I'm depressed. I have nothing going for me. I am so unmotivated. Fuck this.
likwid_todd:


sounds like you could use this.

ARRR!!!
Apr 3, 2005
psydragon:
It seems pretty clear that you are not in the right place as far as work is concerned. Why dont you post a resume on monster .com and see what comes your way? Even though you may feel trapped ,its in a box of your own making. My suggestion is to get the heck out of it and move on to something your more happy with.
Apr 6, 2005

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