Life is Beautiful
>>I love my job. As soon as I walk in there a wave of positive energy washes over me and I can't stop smiling.
>>But days off are good. Today is my day to be motivated when I wanna or not at all... hehee and go to Helix all by myself to meditate...and visit my parents...
>>Last night I gave my boi a good massage and he told me I'm getting better every time as far as knowing just where to go when etc. I was all, it's easy. It's all about energy sensitivity. It's knowing something is done before it's done...and your intentions.
>>And Den I straddled him and we started kissing. BUT this felt different than usual. Almost like I was kissing a different person--(I actually had flashbacks of my ex who was the best sex ever). We proceeded to have the most splendiferous sex ever. I don't remember if I've ever felt that way with him. Wow. That's how you're supposed to feel after sex. I'd almost forgotten.
>>I told him it was awesome and it felt waay different. He agreed and said he thought when we fist started kissing, 'Duh, that's easy, just relax and feel the energy, just like a massage'....we agreed it helped him out ALOT.
>>Every time I have doubts about this boi he surprises me and proves me wrong. I am so blessed.
>>Letting go of fear and unforgiveness is DA BOMB. Do it, and do it often, and you'll be amazed at the changes you'll see in your life.
>>If you're confused read my last rambling entry about how my boi can't figure me out in bed.
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