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Friday Apr 06, 2007

Apr 6, 2007
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good god, where have all of my positive thinking skills gone?

do you ever feel like you want nothing more than to shrink so small you just disappear?

that you could just cease to exist?

that you really don't like yourself,
so what's the point of trying to make your life any better since you don't deserve it to be better?

and besides. your efforts thus far in this life have produced only watered down sucky results, so are you really ever going to be or do anything worthwhile?

even typing this i feel lame as hell. what a pity party.

but i can't help it. this is where i'm at right now.

blackeyed puke
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aki1:
hey im taking positive changes for my life
i cut my hair



i actually have to do things to my hair now biggrin im having fun with it
now ive gotta figure out what colors
and im thinking of being wise and go to the academy instead of risking a horrorhairshow eeek
i figured ive gotta get back to being in my groove
my own funkalicous state in order to be me
and be happy
meeeeeehhhhh
im trying stuff anyways
hows ur life snowflake love
Apr 8, 2007
fred:

doesn't deserve to be any better? whatever

We all have our hard moments, but they'll all pass eventually.
It takes time.

You can do it! Just be patient with yourself and don't give up.


BTW nice profile pic
Apr 8, 2007

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