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Tuesday Dec 19, 2006

Dec 19, 2006
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So I have this best friend.

We've been friends since my first day of high school, 11 years ago.

I'm just not feeling very close to her anymore.

I don't feel we have the same interests or mindset anymore.

I just don't admire her anymore. Sure, she's a sweetheart and very loyal and genuine.

But other than that.. I really want to surround myself with people who I either want to be like, or who want the same things out of life as I do (goal-wise, fashion-wise, interest-wise, friendship-wise) or at least have similar outlooks on life (Law of Attraction, anyone?).

Is it bad that I only called her after a month and a half after I guilted myself into it, not because I couldn't wait to talk to her?

SPOILERS! (Click to view)

this is more of a side thing that pisses me off...

Is it bad that the fact that she bleached her hair platinum blonde like every other east county ho really gets to me? (now now, I've had a multitude of hair colors, I was born with white hair, and it looks great on me... that's different than wanting to be the next Lakeside Playboy Bunny)

The fact that she ignores my advice to a) not bleach the fuck out of her hair if she wants to grow it out and b) to go with colors that compliment her coloring (the silvery platinum clashes with her gorgeous olive skin and hazel eyes soooo badly) really bugs me. I feel she will not listen until I wave my stupid cosmo license in her face..

also, she's NEVER had a haircut she liked until I did it. And here she is trotting off to the first girl who wants to 'exchange services' with her... Now I'm going to have to hear about how much she hates it.. YES I'm taking it personally. If she hated it when I did it too, why go through all the trouble of acting like she looooved it?



Anyway, hair stuff aside, I still just feel years past her.

But it's hard to find loyal, genuinely good friends.

Or is it?? maybe I have just been telling myself that for too long.

Maybe it's time to start visualizing the kinds of friends I want more often.
whatever

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