_catalyst_

not. feelin. it.


my fucking paycheck was hundreds short.. and i have no idea what they fucked up.. but it sure doesn't make me feel like going the extra mile at work today.

and i'm tired. made the mistake of having sugary death coffee bean hot choc before bed last night. bad dreams. not enough sleep. feel foggy and just meh.

and it's officially idiot day at work.

i guess this is what happens when i don't visualize my day going well. i didn't visualize shit last night or this morning. and honestly don't feel like doing it now.