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in my experience, thoughts are THE ultimate power in the universe.

it's amazing what a change in thoughts does for you, whether positive or negative.

it's amazing how fast things line up according to how you are thinking right NOW.

i've been in a funk for a few hours. that's plenty long enough for me. i can't believe i used to get depressed for months on end.

thankful time: (just a quick list, i've got a boi who needs an apology for my royal bitchiness right over there)

my soulmate (how many people find theirs so early in their lives? how many people are blissful in their relationship 99.99% of the time? )

my family (i have a mom, dad, two sisters, five brothers, and a ton of cousins/aunts/uncles/grandmas who love me unconditionally. that's a lot of love.)

my job (i learn something new every day, the hours and breaks are lax, the people are awesome, and the job itself is not stressful-oh and they're going to work around my school schedule)

my car(my boi is finding great deals on nice parts and it's going to be sooo nice and sooo fast and handle sooo well! plus it's more than half paid for. and it's legal now. and it's running great. )

my house (it's all our own. no shared walls. easygoing landlords. nice and bright and clean and full of plants. gorgeous views from our bed.)

my health (i'm detoxing right now, after a month of not monitoring my health and eating habits... i'm losing weight, i'm joining the gym this week (YAY more energy and a tight ass), me and my boi are both committed to eating as healthfully as possible now..i feel good. )

my creativity (no one's mind works like mine. i have fabulous ideas all the time~ ideas that are going to bring fun and money into my life, and make it easier. )

tattooooooooos (hopefully an appointment this weekend.. ideas are poiring into my head now... i know the next five pieces i want and i have the money for them! )

school (i'm going to be starting as early as possible after the holidays~ after talking about if for YEARS (EIGHT years to be exact) !! i will finally be doing hair (can't WAIT to do extensions) !! )

shopping (it's time to refresh my wardrobe for winter, and i actually have the ends to do so and the time to shop is opening up. yesss.)

holidays! (this week kicks off weekly (at least) family times with a pumkin patch visit and hay ride. then it's all a whirlwind of magic mountain and cookies and thanksgiving and lights and caroling and heartwarming movies and stories.. and ice skating for the first time..)

..that's a lot more than some have to be thankful for! it's time to recognize.