Edit:
So I wasn't looking at that in the best light. There's no reason I can't reminisce happily and then seek out more fun times rather than focusing on what is no longer.
I really, really, really, no REALLY miss having raver friends.
Or at least punk friends.
I LOVE LOVE LOVE my three bestest amigos, don't get me wrong. I'm spoiled.
But come on universe, while you're spoiling me, can't you throw a lil bit of raver or punkass into the stiff cocktail that is my life??
Seriously, the only thing I feel bad about when I see all my ex friends on myspace (I call it 'mydramaspace' ~lol) is the fact that they were the only people in my life who were into electronic music and whimsical parties...dressing up and dancing our asses off...
And I only feel old when I think of what a punkass little ruckus raiser I was, and the posse that went along with that. So much FUN!
But I guess since I've been focusing SO HARDCORE on, well, staying focused, no wonder.
Right now it's all about getting places.
I guess once I'm there I'll sit back and enjoy the scenery.
***This was worth bumping up from the bottom:
Autumn is back! HOLY HOTNESS!
Well for now I'm gonna buy us tickets for Nocturnal Wonderland and think about my costume. At least I can still go have fun, dress up, dance, get drunk and reminisce with my boi.
(Two years ago at a mountain psy trance party)
And THEN I'm gonna try to find some punk shows to attend.
So I wasn't looking at that in the best light. There's no reason I can't reminisce happily and then seek out more fun times rather than focusing on what is no longer.
I really, really, really, no REALLY miss having raver friends.
Or at least punk friends.
I LOVE LOVE LOVE my three bestest amigos, don't get me wrong. I'm spoiled.
But come on universe, while you're spoiling me, can't you throw a lil bit of raver or punkass into the stiff cocktail that is my life??
Seriously, the only thing I feel bad about when I see all my ex friends on myspace (I call it 'mydramaspace' ~lol) is the fact that they were the only people in my life who were into electronic music and whimsical parties...dressing up and dancing our asses off...
And I only feel old when I think of what a punkass little ruckus raiser I was, and the posse that went along with that. So much FUN!
But I guess since I've been focusing SO HARDCORE on, well, staying focused, no wonder.
Right now it's all about getting places.
I guess once I'm there I'll sit back and enjoy the scenery.
***This was worth bumping up from the bottom:
Autumn is back! HOLY HOTNESS!
Well for now I'm gonna buy us tickets for Nocturnal Wonderland and think about my costume. At least I can still go have fun, dress up, dance, get drunk and reminisce with my boi.
(Two years ago at a mountain psy trance party)
And THEN I'm gonna try to find some punk shows to attend.
So about this getting old business...
I can tell you something about that, if you'd really like to know, youngster.
But:
"Seriously, the only thing I feel bad about when I see all my ex friends on myspace (I call it 'mydramaspace' ~lol) is the fact that they were the only people in my life who were into electronic music and whimsical parties...dressing up and dancing our asses off...
And I only feel old when I think of what a punkass little ruckus raiser I was, and the posse that went along with that. So much FUN!"
PUH-LEEEEZZZEE!!! That was only, like, LAST YEAR, FOR GODDSAKES!!! I've been reading your journal entries long enough to know that. I really wouldn't worry about getting old and having life pass you by. You're still a kid (no offense), and there's plenty of fun to be had out there. It is cute to see you so drearily complaining about the good ol' days, though.
Have fun at your festival.
Good to see you.