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Why is it I can clear everything and feel free, but then when I read a comment on Ish's page about how Stacey (the crackhead) gave Jennee a plant (one of MY plants...she took or killed almost ALL of them) it really gets under my skin? Like I need to defend what is mine?

So what is mine?? What do I feel I need to defend?

I guess I just wish I could set the record straight, to let everyone see what REALLY went on during those turbulent first few months of this year, and make their decisions on who to call their friend based on the truth, instead of lies told by two total spaz crackies.

Oh, and Jennee's wearing some of my wife beaters I made last summer around..posting pics of herself in them telling people she made them...the 'seven and a switchblade' and 'wrap it up' ones...

That really bugs me too. She's basically advertising MY brand as HERS. BOOTSY.

It's to the point where I'm either gonna have to

a) give up myspace

b) give up anyone who're friends with the people I don't want to think about anymore so I don't have to see their random posts..

c) get over it

Universe! I need help! I wanna choose option 'c' but I feel so negative towards these people and events STILL when they show up right in front of me!

I know. I know...

"Never explain. Your friends do not need it and your enemies wouldn't believe you anyway."

Why do I feel like such a victim here?

I could understand people talkin shit for shit I actually did, but when they believe a drugged out WHORE and don't care about the other sides of the story...

I just need to figure out a way of CONTINUALLY dealing with this issue. Coz my ex friends are not going to go away.

I really need some help on this. I am meditating tonight for sure and asking for it. And I think I may need some plp therapy too.