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"Rather I live in the moment and discuss my love of the moment. And only when I open my old loves do I live in them again. "
--Sophie, talking about her favorite books.

I LOVE that line! WOW.

Does anyone have days where everything is going along normally and all of a sudden you get this sinking feeling in your stomach like something is wrong or will be wrong and you spend all day just waiting and wondering?

I'm having one.

I have very strong intuition, ESPECIALLY premonition, so this freaks me out. Today feels like the calm before the storm, no, more like right before a tidal wave when all the water has sucked out to sea and the air is full of vibration but silent, and very heavy, as if the earth has taken a giant breath, and is holding it a moment.

What's going on?
sophie:
You have the FOIDS! Fear of Impending Doom. I just read your paragraph about having weird fears to my two friends and they both said, FOIDS! Don't worry, sometimes they're just nothing. And other times I believe they are your internal chi getting ready for a big change. So big that at first you don't even feel anything about it, because you can't see how far reaching it will be. Totally and absolutely survivable.

I'm really glad you liked my quote. I have read the Celestine Prophecy. It has some really great ideas, and that made me glad to have read it.
May 25, 2006
lemuria:
that is one killer line!!
i hate those kind of days. ive been feeling like something really big is going to happen. like not involving me kind of big. i dont like how it feels so i try to either think of something else that is happy or picture whatever it is that is bothering me turning out okay. wink i hope nothing crazy happens to you. i read a really interesting thing about storms/emotions by thich naht hanh. its in a book about freedom. i cant think of the name right now but ill tell you when i remember.
oh, or maybe its some 1111 gate opening thing? that could also be.... kiss
May 25, 2006

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