I thought I had direction.
Not now.
I'm just as confused as before.
At least now I can convince myself to be happy just because.
Do I follow the direction set in motion so long ago?
Fun, money, creativity, excelling at something...
All excellent reasons to do something, right?
But what if it takes more than that to make me feel...
What is is I want to feel? Useful?
Like I'm giving as much as I can?
The next few weeks are critical.
I am trusting that the signs will become clearer to me.
Not now.
I'm just as confused as before.
At least now I can convince myself to be happy just because.
Do I follow the direction set in motion so long ago?
Fun, money, creativity, excelling at something...
All excellent reasons to do something, right?
But what if it takes more than that to make me feel...
What is is I want to feel? Useful?
Like I'm giving as much as I can?
The next few weeks are critical.
I am trusting that the signs will become clearer to me.
direction is such a hard thing to find. i have spent alot of time asking myself those same questions. and finally i just decided to let it roll. come what may.