I have so many things to be thankful for today!
*A nice place to stay.
*Sunshine.
*A comfy bed.
*Someone to cuddle with every night.
*Christmas smells, songs and flavors.
*My family.
*My spirituality.
*Plenty of weed to smoke. Dank weed. And kief.
*Plenty of food---some healthy, some 'cheat-y'.
*The most amazing friends I could ask for.
*Watching life move and evolve, the never endedness...
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*A nice place to stay.
*Sunshine.
*A comfy bed.
*Someone to cuddle with every night.
*Christmas smells, songs and flavors.
*My family.
*My spirituality.
*Plenty of weed to smoke. Dank weed. And kief.
*Plenty of food---some healthy, some 'cheat-y'.
*The most amazing friends I could ask for.
*Watching life move and evolve, the never endedness...
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lemuria:
great list. 
have fun at work and good luck with the new artist. 
have fun at work and good luck with the new artist. Sophie's journal today really made me think.
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nattytattat:
You're so sweet you posted four times! I miss YOU. We need to hang.....soon
temper:
Perhaps, but still no ideas of how to profit of that in some way. Do you?
Things I'm thankful for:
1) I went to my parents' for Thanksgiving dinner. I missed everyone and was glad to see them, and vice versa. I waited long enough that the ugly air has cleared and we all got along brilliantly.
2) My second youngest brother was up early riding his bike on the street on the lookout. "When is Bethany coming?" When I heard...
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1) I went to my parents' for Thanksgiving dinner. I missed everyone and was glad to see them, and vice versa. I waited long enough that the ugly air has cleared and we all got along brilliantly.
2) My second youngest brother was up early riding his bike on the street on the lookout. "When is Bethany coming?" When I heard...
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lemuria:
sounds like a great list! what is primal defense??? sounds like things are going really well for you. glad you had a good holiday too.
Tonight will include:
~Stars
~EVERY ONE of my very bestest dearest friends! WOW. Both the boys and all three of my girls!!!!!!!! Including my plp!!!!!!
~Fresh air
~Spectacular, bautiful, powerful energy
~Live music
~Dancing
~My first positive experience with e in quite a while
~Camping
~Massages
~The Love Sack
~Kissing
~More dancing
~Mushrooms
~Awesome conversation
~Awakenings, spiritual and otherwise
~Fires
~Fire dancing
~Sex
~My first...
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~Stars
~EVERY ONE of my very bestest dearest friends! WOW. Both the boys and all three of my girls!!!!!!!! Including my plp!!!!!!
~Fresh air
~Spectacular, bautiful, powerful energy
~Live music
~Dancing
~My first positive experience with e in quite a while
~Camping
~Massages
~The Love Sack
~Kissing
~More dancing
~Mushrooms
~Awesome conversation
~Awakenings, spiritual and otherwise
~Fires
~Fire dancing
~Sex
~My first...
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suburban_relapse:
I'm jealous!
highresolution:
can I come????
This is amazing. I feel it.
It's from Cricket's journal a long time ago.
I am very much alone.
And I don't even mind.
Being around the people I know is bringing me down.
I will take some solitude for a while.
I need to turn inward.
Moving to LA made me lose a hold on myself.
I'm starting to foget who I am....
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It's from Cricket's journal a long time ago.
I am very much alone.
And I don't even mind.
Being around the people I know is bringing me down.
I will take some solitude for a while.
I need to turn inward.
Moving to LA made me lose a hold on myself.
I'm starting to foget who I am....
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lemuria:
exactly. i feel that too. i do like being alone because its when im happiest. and thats so true about latching on to the people who bring you down. 
yesterday i ate ice cream for breakfast. i skipped lunch. had veggies for dinner.... and ice cream for dessert.
NO MORE! i started yesterday in a good mood, and eating that crap made my blood sugar go crazy ...i ended the night at 7 in bed, completely depressed.
once in awhile ice cream is okay, after a good dinner.
i really WILL learn to keep...
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NO MORE! i started yesterday in a good mood, and eating that crap made my blood sugar go crazy ...i ended the night at 7 in bed, completely depressed.
once in awhile ice cream is okay, after a good dinner.
i really WILL learn to keep...
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8stars:
get in the water.. go to the ymca if you have to or the beach..trust me that will do the job! it worked for me..
m_bethany:
hookers and dumptrucks...
my friend's idea for a site. nice huh? well balanced is bullshit, as long as you enjoy it.
~ Mistress
my friend's idea for a site. nice huh? well balanced is bullshit, as long as you enjoy it.
~ Mistress
life is good. and getting better.
lemuria:
very good to hear. beavis and butthead was on tv last night. 
hey i wonder...i have a shirt that says brasil on it...would you have a crush on me if i wore it???? 
beavis and butthead was on tv last night. hey i wonder...i have a shirt that says brasil on it...would you have a crush on me if i wore it???? 
scheisskopf:
Good to hear it.
i'm at 'work'.
i think actually from now on i'll just call it 'the shop' or something.
today we're getting white widow and blueberry, two of the awesomest weeds i've had.
and i'm gonna get some.
and roll it.
and smoke it up nekkah!!!!!
so i was all excited to go out and dress up this whole weekend...
but i forgot my rockstar partying status...
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i think actually from now on i'll just call it 'the shop' or something.
today we're getting white widow and blueberry, two of the awesomest weeds i've had.
and i'm gonna get some.
and roll it.
and smoke it up nekkah!!!!!
so i was all excited to go out and dress up this whole weekend...
but i forgot my rockstar partying status...
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nattytattat:
I had a really crazy dream about you last night....whoa!
I also started taking PrimalDefense on your suggestion....and after a week, my craving for sweets/alcohol has declined. Did that happen to you too?
I also started taking PrimalDefense on your suggestion....and after a week, my craving for sweets/alcohol has declined. Did that happen to you too?
psydragon:
Are you coming this weekend? I just got this in my mail...
Hey!
This is Missy from SuicideGirls! I am writing you to let you know that were coming to Los Angeles on November 5th to put on a rock and roll burlesque show at The El Rey!
We will be performing at:
The El Rey
5515 Wilshire Blvd
Los Angeles, CA 90036
323.936.6400
$15.00
Doors @ 8PM
Hey!
This is Missy from SuicideGirls! I am writing you to let you know that were coming to Los Angeles on November 5th to put on a rock and roll burlesque show at The El Rey!
We will be performing at:
The El Rey
5515 Wilshire Blvd
Los Angeles, CA 90036
323.936.6400
$15.00
Doors @ 8PM
SO i got my job, i start today!!!
i get to weigh out weed for medical marijuana patients, all day !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
and get paid more than i did busting my ass as a manager!!!!
and get paid under the table!!!
and get 'hooked up'!
and get a medical card!
which means i can grow up to seven plants semi legally!!!
god, i hope we're required...
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i get to weigh out weed for medical marijuana patients, all day !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
and get paid more than i did busting my ass as a manager!!!!
and get paid under the table!!!
and get 'hooked up'!
and get a medical card!
which means i can grow up to seven plants semi legally!!!
god, i hope we're required...
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corkscrew:
Dude. This is what you do. Move to San Francisco. Because I'm moving there too. In January. And we can smoke ourselves stupid every night and it'll be great.
Got it? Good.
Got it? Good.
nattytattat:
Yippee! We must have the same rising sign or something....I just found out today that I got the job I've been really hoping for. And, (shhhh!)....I bought a car. Daisy. Because she's a shiny silver raver chick.
so.
had an awesome interview yesterday.
i knew it was going to be the best interview i would ever have when he said, "you do smoke, don't you? cause if you pass a drug test you won't get the job. no joke actually we just let someone go because of a clean drug test."
hopefully i'm what they're looking for. i'll know today.
i still...
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had an awesome interview yesterday.
i knew it was going to be the best interview i would ever have when he said, "you do smoke, don't you? cause if you pass a drug test you won't get the job. no joke actually we just let someone go because of a clean drug test."
hopefully i'm what they're looking for. i'll know today.
i still...
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suburban_relapse:
You are soooo pretty too! And a budding psychic! (I'm a psychic/medium just sprouting my own practice) We should totally be friends. 
corkscrew:
& yeah, that does sound like an awesome interview. What's the job?
Yup, I'm ready.
let's do this.
i just need a job.
please, please universe, hand it over!
let's do this.
i just need a job.
please, please universe, hand it over!
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nattytattat:
ditto.
Did you get in trouble with your novio Friday? rojo told me he called my phone and was lookin for you....
Did you get in trouble with your novio Friday? rojo told me he called my phone and was lookin for you....
nattytattat:
SEX?.......oh, you're talking about my negative thoughts....
ha, ha
That's a great idea, I'll try it. I've done that in the past(4 years ago, another transition time) on a greater scale and it really did work. It preps your mind for what you really want and that is the first and most important part. Thanks!
P.S. If you guys arent' doing anything, I know of a Halloween party on Saturday in PB....tons of people, it was fun last year with the group we brought.
ha, ha
That's a great idea, I'll try it. I've done that in the past(4 years ago, another transition time) on a greater scale and it really did work. It preps your mind for what you really want and that is the first and most important part. Thanks!
P.S. If you guys arent' doing anything, I know of a Halloween party on Saturday in PB....tons of people, it was fun last year with the group we brought.