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This makes me sick.

Cholesterol is NOT the bad guy!

Oh, and I changed my alias.

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I'm about a lot more than just trucks and/or weed now.
Snow Brite is my raver name. It has to do mostly with radiating pure positive white light, and a little with being a bright person in general, having 'snow white' skin and hair, and...
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lemuria:
i like the new name and the meaning of it as well. smile
those articles are nuts!
kentclark:
That's a lovely new name. Not that there's anything wrong with trucks, or weed.

And you have much better hair than Rainbow Brite. She's one high-maintenance girl....
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Today, I am feeling my connection.

It has been growing since I have moved into my own place, my sanctuary.

I feel my connection is getting stronger than it has ever been.

This is good.

I want to develop my gift enough to be able to give psychic readings to loved ones.

It feels so GOOD to feel FINALLY that I am 'on the right...
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lemuria:
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I posted this comment in lemuria's journal and out of novelty and boredom, am reposting here til I update.

YAY for summer solstice! It has such a sexy, mysterious ring to it, doesn't it?

ONE> LAST SHOW/CONCERT YOUVE BEEN TO?

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Nonpoint. House of Blues. BEAUTIFUL venue to shroom at. But I wouldn't recommend shrooming at a hard concert like that....
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lemuria:
chocolate chip and strawberries is one of my favorites too!
cutting the worms in half is super fun! well, not now i dont think i would like to do that. but as a kid, woaho good times. the gross thing about this one time in particular that we collected them was that we kept them all in a cup and they started with the sexin. we had no fucking clue and then there was this white bubbly creamy shit all over the place in the cup. hahahha thats so grosss!!!! puke
i think if i were to try and slip and slide now i would get hurt bad. id be too worried about starting to slip and falling too hard that i would psyche myself out and do something silly like smash my face off the ground. and what is the correct way to say that anyway? billy and jenny are slip and sliding today at their house? or billy and jenny are using their slip and slide today? i like the first personally, how bout you? smile kiss
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This morning we encountered our first bugs in our new place (other than the odd little spider or fly that came in with the plants).

I about had a heart attack at 5:30 in the morning in the half-light, when THIS scurried out from under my bathroom sink! eeek

EWWWWWW! I had no idea wtf it was! It ran under the fridge! We gave up looking...
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kentclark:
Scary! There's nothing worse than stepping on some prehistoric varmint on the way to the loo. And three of them! Have you considered surrendering your house to them and sleeping in the driveway?

Are these the sorts of things you usually see in your neck of the woods? They seem kind of, I don't know, Floridian in their nastiness.
lemuria:
fuckin a!!! those are the things i refer to as wilkes barre bugs. i thought they were only in this city. ewwwww i hate those fuckers and theyre so fast!!!!!! i didnt know about the poisonous antennae though. gosh. ive been seeing them alot lately too. only two in my apartment so far....but now i feel all itchy and freaked im going to see one. good luck getting rid of them. puke puke
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I'm seriously considering adopting a drug-free lifestyle.

Every time I drink alcohol, I regret it. I have one beer and want to sit on my ass at home and do nothing. I have two and I pass out within the hour. And my tolerance is not going up any. I've had beer 5 out of 7 days last week.

I drink water, eat healthy and...
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temper:
Ha, I was gonna just say "Well, time for a change then, eh?" but now...

Perhaps, you've just been too much of a booze and pot fiend to pay any attention to such matters. Hm? Hm?
I'm so wise.

By the way, beer is shit. Tastes good and all, but I can't get drunk off it either. Just makes me droopy, I go home/to bed, had anything from 2 - 6 beers and while I'm never even tipsy, I get a hangover. So... I just drink whisky. I'm intoxicated, energetic (seriously!) and as long as I don't get stupid and mix with other liquour, I'm hangover-free.

Pot is infantile.

So my point is - drug free is not an option. You just have to find the right drug. wink
lemuria:
ive cut back as well lately and i feel much more able to think in the daytime. i feel more myself and have a great time. i just get home and think about my shitty relationship as of late and it makes me feel happy to smoke. eventually, in the not too distant future, i shall no more. as for the beer, ive never been a fan..well thats a lie, when i was in college and i went to a party and thats all they had i was known to drink my share of yuenglings. jagerbombs are what keeps me up at night and busy as a bee. i clean my house at three am when im drinking those fuckers! ahhaha biggrin i hope your changes go smoothly. kiss kiss
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My best friend is comin home from NYC for a weeeeek!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

W00T.

WithOUT her now ex....Means I actually get to see her!!

And DENN she's moving back at the end of the summer!smile smile smile

Well, I hope she remembers when she comes to visit how AWESOME San Diego is and just want to stay.

I'm wearing flip flops at work. It's grand. And a little tie...
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kentclark:
Hey, thanks for the friend req!

Hide your keys before you hit that pipe; I mean, you're not going to want to drive anywhere, but you might fall asleep in your car with the door open and run the battery down.
lemuria:
hooray for your friend coming to visit!!! biggrin flip flops at work sounds amazing!! thats all i wear in the summer. i havent heard of anything to crazy happening to any of the people ive known that have smoked salvia..have fun!! and good luck to your boy! sounds like a great job! kiss
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~My eyes tend to mist up when I talk about or to plants, old people, and children. Or when I'm around them. It's not like I'm sad; why does that happen?

~Today I will be teaching myself more about search engines and email forwarding and servers, oh my!
Some tech stuff comes so easily for me but some of it is complete blah blah blah...
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kentclark:
My horoscope never tells me about big romantic pushes and empty slots; I think it's keeping them all for itself.

I'm sorry to hear about your friend. That does seem to be a general principle, though: The more possessive the guy, the more cheating he does.

Children, plants, and old people....Well, they all tend to smell bad from time to time. Do you think that's it?
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There are many reasons I LOVE Twwly. She and I think a lot alike, from what I can tell.

Here are a few examples:

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Have been hollered at in public easily 100 times in two days. Country folk are far more polite than city folk. And only a quarter of that harrassment was when I was dressed like a hooker...for the rest, I...
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Scorpio Quickie:
Symbols are suddenly popping up all over the place, but not all have meaning.

Daily Extended:
You're entering a very intuitive phase right now, where the underlying meaning behind what people do and say will be all too evident to you. While you can easily pick up on the subtext of what people are saying, keep in mind that you may not be...
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lemuria:
i need to go with the flow more often. for so long i was going with the flow but my husband was paddling the boat. thats how i ended up like this i think...
yours sounds pretty good and the one you left me sounds really good. today is one of those days too. an alone day. a day to think. to feel. to remember.
hows your reading been going so far?
kiss
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I think it's so, so awesome that I've been able to watch so many people follow their dreams and make them a reality day by day here.

Seriously I have not found anything like SG anywhere, in real life or online. The open minds, the creativity...

I still think they should bring back the bookmarks and call the journals journals (not blogs) though.
run_rabbit_run:
I agree, they're more journals than blogs... And the site is super slow.. or is it just my computer trying to prevent me from hanging out on GS while at work... ahhhhhhh that could be it..


evil evil computer spawn of satan...
highresolution:
Yeah the site sucks doesn't feel as...homey.

Needs to be darker.

How do you stay so positive woman.
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Well, I was all thrown off-kilter by this new format yesterday. I still think it suck donkey balls. But what am i to do? I can't just leave my favorite site like I thought I could. The community here is irreplaceable.Yeah, I love you guys.
corkscrew:
I love you too.
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uh, yeah. this new style of the site absolutely SUCKS DONKEY BALLS.

i used to spend a lot of time here.

now i'm glad i'm not paying for this site anymore.

very un-user friendly. very sad.

bye dudes.
hellomrworld:
I think the format is very different but could be workable with tweaking ..

I agree though that it feels totally odd ...
lemuria:
it is weird. i agree. i hope you come back one day. i will miss you! kiss