this past weekend was great. i feel so rested.
i went to bed by ten every night and was up with the sun..
feels so awesome to go with my body's rythms...
we actually made it to the laundromat AND to get groceries... YAY..
i got a TON of music, much more to come! it was like breathing life into me again listening to trance...
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i went to bed by ten every night and was up with the sun..
feels so awesome to go with my body's rythms...
we actually made it to the laundromat AND to get groceries... YAY..
i got a TON of music, much more to come! it was like breathing life into me again listening to trance...
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BOO on:
-No car
-No money
-Having tickets to Nocturnal and having no way to get there and no way to get my money back
-Feeling isolated
-Missing having a posse/ support group
YAY for:
-My best friend is back in SD for good!
-A fast computer
-WHATEVER MUSIC I WANT!!!
-A gorgeous day
-Moving onward an upward
-Website design
-Getting my business going
-Helping...
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-No car
-No money
-Having tickets to Nocturnal and having no way to get there and no way to get my money back
-Feeling isolated
-Missing having a posse/ support group
YAY for:
-My best friend is back in SD for good!
-A fast computer
-WHATEVER MUSIC I WANT!!!
-A gorgeous day
-Moving onward an upward
-Website design
-Getting my business going
-Helping...
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Edit:
So I wasn't looking at that in the best light. There's no reason I can't reminisce happily and then seek out more fun times rather than focusing on what is no longer.
I really, really, really, no REALLY miss having raver friends.
Or at least punk friends.
I LOVE LOVE LOVE my three bestest amigos, don't get me wrong. I'm spoiled.
But come on...
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So I wasn't looking at that in the best light. There's no reason I can't reminisce happily and then seek out more fun times rather than focusing on what is no longer.
I really, really, really, no REALLY miss having raver friends.
Or at least punk friends.
I LOVE LOVE LOVE my three bestest amigos, don't get me wrong. I'm spoiled.
But come on...
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twwly:
Seems like an awfully slow, traumatic death to me. I would rather go out in a quick snuff than slowly freeze to death!
scheisskopf:
THERE you are!! You changed your username-- what was wrong with the old one? I thought you had left the site for good. Wow. What a relief!
So about this getting old business...
I can tell you something about that, if you'd really like to know, youngster.
But:
"Seriously, the only thing I feel bad about when I see all my ex friends on myspace (I call it 'mydramaspace' ~lol) is the fact that they were the only people in my life who were into electronic music and whimsical parties...dressing up and dancing our asses off...
And I only feel old when I think of what a punkass little ruckus raiser I was, and the posse that went along with that. So much FUN!"
PUH-LEEEEZZZEE!!! That was only, like, LAST YEAR, FOR GODDSAKES!!! I've been reading your journal entries long enough to know that. I really wouldn't worry about getting old and having life pass you by. You're still a kid (no offense), and there's plenty of fun to be had out there. It is cute to see you so drearily complaining about the good ol' days, though.
Have fun at your festival.
Good to see you.
So about this getting old business...
I can tell you something about that, if you'd really like to know, youngster.
But:
"Seriously, the only thing I feel bad about when I see all my ex friends on myspace (I call it 'mydramaspace' ~lol) is the fact that they were the only people in my life who were into electronic music and whimsical parties...dressing up and dancing our asses off...
And I only feel old when I think of what a punkass little ruckus raiser I was, and the posse that went along with that. So much FUN!"
PUH-LEEEEZZZEE!!! That was only, like, LAST YEAR, FOR GODDSAKES!!! I've been reading your journal entries long enough to know that. I really wouldn't worry about getting old and having life pass you by. You're still a kid (no offense), and there's plenty of fun to be had out there. It is cute to see you so drearily complaining about the good ol' days, though.
Have fun at your festival.
Good to see you.
Dude!
One of the guys in my office is rocking out to NOFX.
And we've been im ing back n forth and he likes a bunch of the shit I do...Rancid, Propagandhi..
Why is it the closet punks are always the best?
Such a turn on for me...
Might have to have myself a little extra-relationship fun!
Why are none of my close friends into...
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One of the guys in my office is rocking out to NOFX.
And we've been im ing back n forth and he likes a bunch of the shit I do...Rancid, Propagandhi..
Why is it the closet punks are always the best?
Such a turn on for me...
Might have to have myself a little extra-relationship fun!
Why are none of my close friends into...
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severus:
thank you.
i heart propagandhi.
i heart propagandhi.
I need help. Or more specifically, my best friend in the whole world needs help.
She met this dude last fall, fell fast for him, and moved out to New York to start a life with him.
Right. Some life.
She has been MISERABLE this whole time.
He belittles her, he yells at her, he lies to her, he twists everything around and gives her...
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She met this dude last fall, fell fast for him, and moved out to New York to start a life with him.
Right. Some life.
She has been MISERABLE this whole time.
He belittles her, he yells at her, he lies to her, he twists everything around and gives her...
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You revised your old way of doing things for a reason -- it just didn't work. So today, when you have the urge to fall back on your comfy and familiar habits, remember how they didn't work before, because they're certainly not going to work again. Take the route that you know will create better results. All you have to do is make the tougher...
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highresolution:
let see how this works.
Wow.
I must be SUPER sensitive to wheat, or sugar, or both.
My boi and I made a cake Sunday night and ate 3/4 of it Monday and Tuesday.
I stayed home from work Tuesday coz I felt like shit...and STILL ate more of that damn cake..
I'm starting to feel better since I didn't touch it yesterday (well, ok, I had a spoonful of...
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I must be SUPER sensitive to wheat, or sugar, or both.
My boi and I made a cake Sunday night and ate 3/4 of it Monday and Tuesday.
I stayed home from work Tuesday coz I felt like shit...and STILL ate more of that damn cake..
I'm starting to feel better since I didn't touch it yesterday (well, ok, I had a spoonful of...
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corkscrew:
You have no idea how jealous I am of all that. Our lease here isn't up until June. I still have 10 or so more months of this nonsense.
Hope you're feelin' betta!
Hope you're feelin' betta!
MANNNNNN.
Today is an overwhelmed, wanna leave work and go crawl back in bed day!
I feel like my to-do and to-learn lists are waay too long for one person
[even in a lifetime,]
and they grow every single day!
I missed an appointment this mornig because my computer wasn't too happy and the pop up appointment reminder got Xed out~ and this was a...
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Today is an overwhelmed, wanna leave work and go crawl back in bed day!
I feel like my to-do and to-learn lists are waay too long for one person
[even in a lifetime,]
and they grow every single day!
I missed an appointment this mornig because my computer wasn't too happy and the pop up appointment reminder got Xed out~ and this was a...
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Ever get the feeling that time is too valuable? Like youre scrambling so much trying to make the most of your time that you arent enjoying your life~more youre feeling stressed and scared that life is passing you by and that you will never be able to keep up?
I do.
I do.
corkscrew:
Yep. Even though I'm staying the course and I'll have my BA soon, half the time I don't even know why I'm in college. Why am I spending what little time I have stressing the fuck out and trying to attain something that might not even make me happy?
I wish I could just buy a boat or a van and wander around for a few years.
I wish I could just buy a boat or a van and wander around for a few years.
Between this
this
this
i feel so much better after i've really rested
and on the topic of old friends...
my advice is to test the waters... email or phone... just to say hello... then if any darama or history comes up be honest and explain that you are different now and that things have moved on
good luck x