first things first. I'm not a violent guy. Not one bit. I will hold my own if necessary, and there are very few things in this world that will actually put me over the edge.
That being said..
My friend Jess had her Bday at Embers tonight. I really don't like that venue one bit. Not my style, and I'm too much of a backseat dj to be able to handle the dreck they play on wednesday nights.
I thought though, what the hell. Shes my girl, its her bday, WTF? What could happen?
Well, one of the very few things that would send me into a blind rage happened, and if it wasn't her birthday, I would've ended up arrested.
The guy and his douchebag bandmates/roomates that my ex had been cheating on me with for the better part of 2 years was there. I would've taken all 4 of them on in the state I was in. Fucking hulk style, green rage.
I wanted nothing more then to knock his face off of his skull. Nothing would've given me more pleasure tonight then to walk up to that motherfucker, knock his hipster fucking ass right off that barstool and pound his skinny ass into the concrete.
My better judgement got the best of me, and despite the fact I was 3 whiskey/coke-doubles in, I resisted and remained the better man.
For what its worth, I pity him more then anything. But it would've felt great to feel the throbbing in my hand after I had beaten that fucker senseless..
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That being said..
My friend Jess had her Bday at Embers tonight. I really don't like that venue one bit. Not my style, and I'm too much of a backseat dj to be able to handle the dreck they play on wednesday nights.
I thought though, what the hell. Shes my girl, its her bday, WTF? What could happen?
Well, one of the very few things that would send me into a blind rage happened, and if it wasn't her birthday, I would've ended up arrested.
The guy and his douchebag bandmates/roomates that my ex had been cheating on me with for the better part of 2 years was there. I would've taken all 4 of them on in the state I was in. Fucking hulk style, green rage.
I wanted nothing more then to knock his face off of his skull. Nothing would've given me more pleasure tonight then to walk up to that motherfucker, knock his hipster fucking ass right off that barstool and pound his skinny ass into the concrete.
My better judgement got the best of me, and despite the fact I was 3 whiskey/coke-doubles in, I resisted and remained the better man.
For what its worth, I pity him more then anything. But it would've felt great to feel the throbbing in my hand after I had beaten that fucker senseless..
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disdain:
disdain:
sick of something. ignorance. spceifically, accepted forms of ignorance. the kind of ignorance where people don't even realize how ignorant they are being. it's wearing me out. i'm going to sit back and ignore all of it for now.
