_bossanova_

The library is closed this morning. I woke up at 7:00 am and worked out for an hour, took my vitamins like a good girl, and only wanted to finish my project. I have a marathon study session to go to and then I'll have to go to the library late. Lazy librarians!

In other news, I've decided to ask my friend James to sleep with me. I've only been with one boy, and we were together for the past seven years. I think I need to catch up with the rest of the female population. Actually, I think I just need to prove to myself that I can go through with it. James is as decent as can be, and he lives far away so we don't have to run into eachother all the time. I'm definitely not an advocate of casual sex, but I don't see what I have to lose here. We'll see what he says....

Today is really lovely here in Houston-very mild and breezy with lots of sun. I want to go drive around and listen to the Pixies until I have to study, but my cd's are in Atlanta. Oh well. I can drive around and listen to booty music, or oldies, or whatever I can find on the radio.
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Fuck & Run, by Liz Phair (back when she was still good)

I woke up alarmed
I didn't know where I was at first
Just that I woke up in your arms
And almost immediately I felt sorry
Cause I didn't think this would happen again
No matter what I could do or say
Just that I didn't think this would happen again
With or without my best intentions
And whatever happened to a boyfriend
The kind of guy who tries to win you over?
And whatever happened to a boyfriend
The kind of guy who makes love cause he's in it?

And I want a boyfriend
I want a boyfriend
I want all that stupid old shit like letters and sodas
Letters and sodas

You got up out of bed
You said you had a lot of work to do
But I heard the rest in your head
And almost immediately I felt sorry
Cause I didn't think this would happen again
No matter what I could do or say
Just that I didn't think this would happen again
With or without my best intentions

And I can feel it in my bones
I'm gonna spend another year alone
It's fuck and run, fuck and run
Even when I was seventeen
Fuck and run, fuck and run
Even when I was twelve

You almost felt bad
You said that I should call you up
But I knew much better than that
And almost immediately I felt sorry
Cause I didn't think this would happen again
No matter what I could do or say
Just that I didn't think this would happen again
Without or without my best intentions

And I can feel it in my bones
I'm gonna spend my whole life alone
It's fuck and run, fuck and run
Even when I was seventeen
Fuck and run, fuck and run
Even when I was twelve
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I would ask a girlfriend to sleep with me, but I have no lesbian or even bi friends. I would appreciate any advice on how to carry this off well.