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ok heres whats recently been going on with my life.....

i had fuked up my arm for a while and was in a cast for a bit now im in physical therapy blah blah blah....

but most importantly is whats been going on with my life...as u all know iv had a rough past few months with everything thats been going on with satan, my ex.....in the mean time i decided to go to my high school reunion and maybe reconnect with some old friends....well when i was there i saw an old crush i had in high school and we totally hit it off!!! weve been seeing quite a bit of eachother lately and well he rocks my world!!! i got it bad...he gets me ...its like he knows exactly what im talking about and just gets it! iv never met a man like him b4. he has made my life happier in the past month than i have been in years.

i honestly want to be his gf but i think he is used to the single life and told me he had sworn off women...but his actions tell me different when he looks at me it tells me something totally different.........or.....i may b dillusional...

regardless i am very fond of him and he makes me feel amazing and happy and for once in a long time i can get a good nites sleep because i am so content and he makes me feel like i can totally b myself with out being judged....

do ppl still ask if u want to be bf/gf? cuz god if i had the guts id ask him to be my baby forever!!!!!! <3333333

btw i missed my peeps in chat!!!!! ill be around....love u guys