the moon does a dance in a back alley
black studebaker rolls silently to a stop
the devil wants his due
a crow flies overhead
the sun is a crooked beast in heat
ive been down this road before
the pages of my life write themselves
as i gasp for air under overpasses
i've nowhere left to rest
to hide my shame or sorrow
headlights...
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black studebaker rolls silently to a stop
the devil wants his due
a crow flies overhead
the sun is a crooked beast in heat
ive been down this road before
the pages of my life write themselves
as i gasp for air under overpasses
i've nowhere left to rest
to hide my shame or sorrow
headlights...
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the pipe organ
told a story
of a dead-end street
full of people
faded smiles
the full moon
burnt their skin
the darkness
cradled them
like newborns
me-
Thursday - be kind. i just woke up and i need to have a good day.
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told a story
of a dead-end street
full of people
faded smiles
the full moon
burnt their skin
the darkness
cradled them
like newborns
me-
Thursday - be kind. i just woke up and i need to have a good day.
so this guy i have been having issues with at work smashes this shelf of mine i had found set outside...
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trixel:
the darkness
cradled them
like newborns
I like that.
Yeah, get the fuck outta there. That guy is scaring me from here. I wouldn't to be around when he got let go, and sadly, maybe that's what the management is worried about too.
I just cleaned my fridge so nothing. I threw it all out.
Stuff that's usually in it:
roasted red pepper dressing
chunk of frozen extra firm tofu
block of parmesan cheese
cradled them
like newborns
I like that.
Yeah, get the fuck outta there. That guy is scaring me from here. I wouldn't to be around when he got let go, and sadly, maybe that's what the management is worried about too.
I just cleaned my fridge so nothing. I threw it all out.
Stuff that's usually in it:
roasted red pepper dressing
chunk of frozen extra firm tofu
block of parmesan cheese
trixel:
Ok that's it. You've provoked me into cornering you and giving you the best hug I can possible give. You know the kind: full body touching, no shyness, happy to be holding you, and loving you being on this planet hug.
Buenos dias. Like sands through the hourglass so are the daze of our lives. Wednesday, you better take care of me or else you are going to have me on your hands. Someone out there named Wednesday is thinking to themselves what the hell is this guy talking about? Meow listen here, I dont want no back talk from yall. Alright meow! Thats it! Youve...
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zephyra:
vampire
burn to death (freezing would take hours and hours, right?)
latte
burn to death (freezing would take hours and hours, right?)
latte
sappho:
Nobody says werewolf, so I'm gonna go all rebelious say werewolf. Just for the sake of it.
It would definitely be freeze to death, cause you just sort of fall asleep and fade away. Must be much more pleasant than to feel your skin melt.
And for the last one... well coffee is the source of all evil. Or was that the source of all evil drinks coffee? I dunno, I'm getting all confused now.
It would definitely be freeze to death, cause you just sort of fall asleep and fade away. Must be much more pleasant than to feel your skin melt.
And for the last one... well coffee is the source of all evil. Or was that the source of all evil drinks coffee? I dunno, I'm getting all confused now.
Toosday! I almost put in the lyrics to the song Ruby Tuesday by the Rolling Stones..... you know - because it's Tuesday and all......
Instead I will continue my narcissistic voyage and put in another writing of mine.... so here goes....
Fucked over, fucked, bent over backwards
Pissin words out of this hole in my head
Seemingly endless - this pile of shit
Watch where...
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Instead I will continue my narcissistic voyage and put in another writing of mine.... so here goes....
Fucked over, fucked, bent over backwards
Pissin words out of this hole in my head
Seemingly endless - this pile of shit
Watch where...
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zephyra:
I value my family most in life.
Happy summer!!
Happy summer!!
cerah:
Hahahaha... I'm glad youn liked it.
Ok so it's Monday- so what? I want to just throw this day into the gimme pile. Of course it will soon turn into Tuesday...
Another writing of mine -
Awaiting life unfolds beneath me
A precipice lies ahead
full of confusion, desire
uncertainty, memories they haunt me
a thousand times before
a thousand times again
the age of narcissism, greed, lust
becomes me
caught...
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Another writing of mine -
Awaiting life unfolds beneath me
A precipice lies ahead
full of confusion, desire
uncertainty, memories they haunt me
a thousand times before
a thousand times again
the age of narcissism, greed, lust
becomes me
caught...
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trixel:
Hmm. Looking for contributors still? It might kick my ass into writing something half-way decent.
I hope your tuesday is grand, delightful boy!
I hope your tuesday is grand, delightful boy!
october:
hehe thanks for that
just seen your set in suicideboys!!
just seen your set in suicideboys!!
A marbled landscape
seen through eyes of time
tunnel vision
pinpoint ideas
a monk whispers lies
seeking asylum
from his world of evil
even I remember
the days before time
loose change
falls through grates
the gutters of life
bony fingers strain
inches from coins of salvation
Me- - -
So yeah - I have been on this recent kick of including some writings I...
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seen through eyes of time
tunnel vision
pinpoint ideas
a monk whispers lies
seeking asylum
from his world of evil
even I remember
the days before time
loose change
falls through grates
the gutters of life
bony fingers strain
inches from coins of salvation
Me- - -
So yeah - I have been on this recent kick of including some writings I...
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zephyra:
You're such a cutie...and I like reading your journals. 
kesaresj:
I looked at some of your pics. Your drawings are really good. I liked your poem today.
Through two crystal jewels
in our head
We absorb light, form
images dancing
objects are placed strategically
to please our minds
We adorn our bodies
with clothes and jewels
We put on masks and color
auditioning for a role
in life's theater
creating scripts
within our minds
longing to be a star
Went out last night and took some photos of my friend's band -...
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in our head
We absorb light, form
images dancing
objects are placed strategically
to please our minds
We adorn our bodies
with clothes and jewels
We put on masks and color
auditioning for a role
in life's theater
creating scripts
within our minds
longing to be a star
Went out last night and took some photos of my friend's band -...
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trixel:
I just looked at your younger me photos. I love the cookies one.
I have hippy photos too, complete with dreadlocks.
I remember this lesbian I kissed on night at a bar. A few weeks later we're at the bar, and she's barnacling me, and it's driving me freaking nuts. I finally turned around and just said: You're not my girlfriend, so please stop acting like you are. It worked marvelously.
I'm going to have to call up some friends for brunch tomorrow. I'm feeling in need of companionship. I hope you have a wonderful Sunday.
I remember this lesbian I kissed on night at a bar. A few weeks later we're at the bar, and she's barnacling me, and it's driving me freaking nuts. I finally turned around and just said: You're not my girlfriend, so please stop acting like you are. It worked marvelously.
I'm going to have to call up some friends for brunch tomorrow. I'm feeling in need of companionship. I hope you have a wonderful Sunday.
sarcasticmenace:
Jewels indeed...and lovely ones at that. Intense. Your broodiness is quite sexy (as is your poetry).
I hope you had a great weekend. It's now almost 7:00 am which means time to sleep. I have been vamping it for about a week now, and I can't seem to get back on a normal human schedule. Oh well, I guess I am snoozing through Mother's Day. Can someone call my Mom for me? (kidding)

I hope you had a great weekend. It's now almost 7:00 am which means time to sleep. I have been vamping it for about a week now, and I can't seem to get back on a normal human schedule. Oh well, I guess I am snoozing through Mother's Day. Can someone call my Mom for me? (kidding)

Ah yes, Friday at long last - not that I have any great plans for the weekend - I just get to sleep in. That in and of itself makes the weekend a good time. I might go and take some photos of a band that is playing tonight so I can make them some cool flyers. This time they are paying me up front...
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kesaresj:
You would be a sexy bartender. I may have to visit OR for the first time just to see you in action.
kesaresj:
Send me an email with you date of day, month, year of birth, exact time of birth, and location of birth. (city, State, hospital name and address if you know it) on my email account and I will do a chart for ya. Free drinks??? Hmmmmmm........
Ok, so last night was a reminder of who not to go out with. I went out with my friend Charlie - as usual - nothing out of the ordinary there. But this time his cousin Mike came with us. That was not good. He had already had like 5 drinks and was pretty wasted. We are at this bar - where I like to...
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maitressedemence:
that's why i don't drink or hang around drunk people too often lol
delilahb:
your friends sound like a riot! I just need friends. Friends, that are respectable, are good.
Hey, it's almost Friday!
Hey, it's almost Friday!
Ok - it's as Wednesday as it's going to get. I could wait till the morning to write - but I am always so out of it then. I know that I must go to bed soon, and that I will, you can count on that.
Life is so strange sometimes - how it just unfolds. An endless sea of moments rush at us on...
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trixel:
Angry coworkers is not a safe thing. 
birdy:
Accomplishments................hhmmm.........
Like drinking 5 Irish Car Bombs in a row?
I think that's worth feeling okay about.
Today was Angie's birthday.
So we went to Son's Of Herman Hall.
And tried to see how many boys would buy us I.C.B.s
We got 5 .
I think that's and Accomplishment .
If you live like that, you don't need wealth.
How are things on your end?
P.S.>> The Mac will ALWAYS rule,
no matter how much they suck at the time.
Like drinking 5 Irish Car Bombs in a row?
I think that's worth feeling okay about.
Today was Angie's birthday.
So we went to Son's Of Herman Hall.
And tried to see how many boys would buy us I.C.B.s
We got 5 .
I think that's and Accomplishment .
If you live like that, you don't need wealth.
How are things on your end?
P.S.>> The Mac will ALWAYS rule,
no matter how much they suck at the time.
And go ahead and vent. It's a journal. It's yours. Use as you see fit. And keep being you, if people don't get it. their loss.
Off to do wedding things for my sister. I will send pictures of the radical ringlets of curls...... it is quite cute.