Ok meow - I am putting the brakes on my drinking - right meow...... last night started off good - then I got drunker and drunker - drinking Kamikazes - not good - well they are good - but not in large quantities..... so I was so droonk that I thought I could spar with the manager - and I would have gotten my arse kicked...... being droonk = no reflexes ....... then I decided to walk home because my ride had left - almost 4 miles at 3:30am = not good either.....
I guess I get to a certain level of drunk-ness and I can't go back - I don't know - but at any rate - I need to cool the jets here.........
I think I am just running from loneliness or pain - but those are things that need to be dealt with head-on and not ignored
I need to do some soul searching and take a good look at myself - something I have not done in a while......... I am not heading in a good direction - the destination is not good - ergo - I am pulling the car over and getting out
in other news - I am going to watch Kill Bill 2 today - my roomate bought it - yay!
might be getting some more hours next week - but I said that already - and I am not sure if this guy will be getting let go of or not........ vee shall see
I hope all of you are doing well even though I have not posted much in all of your journals - we can all tend to get a bit self centered from time to time
ciao
I guess I get to a certain level of drunk-ness and I can't go back - I don't know - but at any rate - I need to cool the jets here.........
I think I am just running from loneliness or pain - but those are things that need to be dealt with head-on and not ignored
I need to do some soul searching and take a good look at myself - something I have not done in a while......... I am not heading in a good direction - the destination is not good - ergo - I am pulling the car over and getting out
in other news - I am going to watch Kill Bill 2 today - my roomate bought it - yay!
might be getting some more hours next week - but I said that already - and I am not sure if this guy will be getting let go of or not........ vee shall see
I hope all of you are doing well even though I have not posted much in all of your journals - we can all tend to get a bit self centered from time to time
ciao
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dr_ew:
umm I'm not good with advice umm Kill Bill 2 was good.
kesaresj:
don't sigh over your current crush,.... you still have me..... 
and you are still OMG sexy in your photographs. Take some time to look at where you are going, but you've made good, positive sense in the last few months about what you wanted and where you wanted to be.....success is a scary thing and we are often our own worst enemy. You hit the limit, you found the line. No get back up off the mat and fight like crazy for what you want.
and you are still OMG sexy in your photographs. Take some time to look at where you are going, but you've made good, positive sense in the last few months about what you wanted and where you wanted to be.....success is a scary thing and we are often our own worst enemy. You hit the limit, you found the line. No get back up off the mat and fight like crazy for what you want.