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the moon does a dance in a back alley
black studebaker rolls silently to a stop
the devil wants his due
a crow flies overhead

the sun is a crooked beast in heat
ive been down this road before
the pages of my life write themselves
as i gasp for air under overpasses

i've nowhere left to rest
to hide my shame or sorrow
headlights light my way
as i stumble through life's path

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hmmmm......just made that shit up in the past 5 minutes.....so if it sucks you know why.

i dunno - i just really lose hope in things sometimes. i go out tonight with some friends and i get some signals that i am attractive then it turns out that i am just making mountains out of piles of poop. that can't be good - shtinky!

Not that i am in any way out loking to hook up - i am just like the rest of you, and i like to think that i am attractive somewhat - and when i go out and i see that i get like zero attention - it kind of makes me wonder.

i am a nice guy - i don't mean anyone any harm - i compliment people - im helpful - im funny - i am smart - creative etc etc....and i know this. but when i go out i just get the blunt end of things it seems.

i dont know - i must be socially retarded or something..... i dont feel that way - but sometimes i have to label it and try to figure out what is up.

couldn't i just be ignorant? isn't that bliss? i need bliss about now - i am just a bit discouraged with things - i was always told that i could get what i strived for- and that seems to be a pipe dream....... what is god away on business? Hello!

anyways- - - - - - have a better day than i.......