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Well today starts a new blog. Here I am trying on suit I got tailored. I am to go to a wedding and speak behalf of the groom. I should be happy but lately I have been feeling like shit. So here I am packing my bags and find myself drinking to keep these emotions in check. I just feel like I am in a box and there is no way out. I am so wanting to get out of this feeling of anxiety. Im feeling annoyed and frustrated