I'm so fucking pissed right now...there's this guy that i was really digging on, and i thought i recognized him from somewhere. I mentioned this to my sister because i was SERIOUSLY contemplating leaving my bf of 6 years for him. I just have a crush on the guy!! What the fuck!! I never feel this way!! I'm so pissed at myself for liking someone this much that i hardly know. Well, my sister recognized the name and she said something like "oh, that guy? I heard he's an egotistical douche" and I was convinced that she was confusing him with another guy with a similar name. Well, I heard that he's friends with this one dickfuck that i used to know, therefore confirming that I've hated this crush for years, and I just didn't recognize him. This blows because i was really digging him and now i have a reason to want to rip out his eyes with my fingernails. FUCK!! I guess it's a good thing that i found this out right away.
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it turned out that i had been extremely rude to this girl who years later would turn out to almost be my wife and is still my best friend....(yep, the tall girl from my journal pics)........i'm not saying you should go after this guy, just that people can change......