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Spent all day yesterday in philly for the Dad Vail regatta. It was a good time to go and cheer on my old team and see some old alumni friends. I still think there's no better way to spend a lazy weekend than at a regatta.

It's mothers day so remember to wish your moms and grandmas a happy day and don't forget about any...
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I dont know why just want to share what I feel is an amazing poem:

[IF]

If you can keep your head when all about you
Are losing theirs and blaming it on you,
If you can trust yourself when all men doubt you
But make allowance for their doubting too,
If you can wait and not be tired by waiting,
Or being lied about,...
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Yay! Hump day.....

Booo for not sleeping well last night....

Yay!!! Coffee

cheers

So, tomorrow brings hump day....halfway home till the weekend. The week's been ok so far id say.....getting into the swing of things with work is nice, too bad i still have no idea what's going on.

Been having some pretty sweet conversations with a new friend....thats pretty much been the highlight so far. Its always fun getting to know new people.

Other than that not...
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So seis de mayo went alot better than cinco de mayo....drinking some sake, watching movies, and playing video games with friends....good times had by all.


now i just have my hours of sunday training to do
if only sunday really was a day of rest for me.

grrr, i hate how i'll go out an have a great time with some friends and just get out of the house but when i come home and it hits me that im home alone again it just kinda taints the whole thing....


i really wish i knew how to stop that

Happy "pretend you're mexican so you have an excuse to drink" day.....otherwise known as Cinco De Mayo

Hope everyone has a good one.

So after my brief visit to feeling sorry for myself I'm back realizing that things really are going well for me.

Looks like I should start my job for real on the 15th. Which is good since I just got my car insurance bill and I'll need to be paying for that I just need to take care of a few other loose ends and...
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So yeah...i have tons of things going for me and working out for me yet i still find myself upset and lonely tonight. Just feels like theres one small part of me thats broken and it fucks up the whole thing.....

at least i should start making money soon

soooo yeah...

passed the test today w00t....go me. Get to FINALLY start getting paid. So thats cool.

Still want to party......i dont get this urge very often but damn i just want to get some good booze and good people together and see what happens.