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I do have a good reason to be wary, a really good reason. Thursday night, I was going to go hang out with him, maybe go 4 drinks or something. Well, I had a situation happen here at home and had to run somewhere. I told him, and he said eveerything's cool, I'm going to stop by the bar. I handled my shit, he got drunk, whatever. Next day, I asked him if anybody cool was at the bar, he said not really, I hung out w/ H, J< & D and had a few drinks. He was hung over too and . he picks me up and when we go inside, he went straight to the back deck where the hot tub is. There were beer bottles & stuff all over and as I'm walking out, he's picking up a bra. Then I see his boxers & a t-shirt. I was like what the fuck? You have a party last night? Who does that belong to, and why r your boxers out here? So and so and C came over, they were drunk blah blah...the bra is C's (a friend..i thought...maybe?) she did the girl thing and took it off underneath her shirt, don't worry there was no naked hot tub w/ out. The boxers??? He put a towel on & took 'em off under the towel. When I asked why he left that part of the night out, ppl spent the night, hot tub, more beer, I think I'd mention that. AND, I can honestly say, if he would've told me from the jump, I would be 100% cool. Now it's like he's hiding something. I can't let myself trust him, I need to know. He says nothing happened, he'll take a lie detector to prove it. I've been cheated on B4 by other b/friends....same old shit - excuses and lies. I'm such a sucker though, I fall for it over & over. DUH>>>>>