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well I'm sick..
stomach flu or something.
not pretty.
I hate throwing up.
my parents truck was stolen a few days ago and I was really sad because its our big beater suburban, its the only truck Ive ever driven and i love it. They used to keep it up north in Grand Marais but they brought it down because my little brother totaled the...
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Yeah, so, I guess I lied.
I forgot this was my only semblance of a social life.
Nothing really new.
can't wait till my birthday, first vacation since august.

I just had the most fantastic night. MC Chris was in town and we went to his show. After we invited him back to Matt's mom's house for a house party, we really wanted him to come but honestly I doubted he would. We waited around till he was done signing stuff and he said he would meet us outside in five minutes. I was...
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sigh
Its been awhile, sorry, school happened.
I'm doing OK but its a lot of work. a lot of stress.
speaking of work work sucks too. right now my schedule is i go to school Tuesday Wednesday Thursday and i work Friday Saturday Sunday Monday. I've only been there two months and ive already had three managers. we had just gotten a new one when...
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So summer sessions ended last Thursday and I haven't worked since Saturday. these few days off have been nice but I was hoping to get some things done around the house and so far I'm not off to a great start. I have also not been able to sleep lately. The other day I looked up from the game I was playing and it was...
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So the last three posts I wrote a week ago while I was tripping on mushrooms.... so yeah, god only knows.
I have finals this week for my summer session and I am not looking forward to all the work I have to do, especially since I really should be doing it right this second.
work sucks, my boss has issues with being stressed out....
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i feel like more pot would make it better but the sane part of me knows im already sooo stoned........................

laying in the dark with cops on on mushrooms is not good... why am i doing this.... the keyboard feels good................. im talking through my fingertips......................
i can feel the bad energy.................. its all so bad............................

i just watched the sun set and a storm come in on mushrooms.....
im going to feel like shit tomorrow, and i may forget, but that was beautiful.................................................................

It's 5am, why is it 5am? better yet why am i still awake?
This is my new sleep schedule 6am till as late as I can sleep.