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Update

1. Work approved a project of mine, and I get to design and name a shoe. I'm stoked. A shoe designer, me?!

2. I really have become obsessed with cars as of late. I always have been, but I have been reading a bunch of auto blogs and the such. Odd for someone who does not drive

3. I miss hockey.

4. My anemia...
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It is 12:30 am.

in the matter of 25 min I managed to make an amazing lunch for myself for work tomorrow, smile till my eyes leaked tears, have a really good beer and realize in the end all the shit I spin over means nothing because for whatever reason I have staggeringly incredible friends.

I had a really fucking good night. Shook the cobwebs...
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Positive vs. Negative.

This week has been full of ups and downs, as life typically is, if it is any life at all.

I started thinking at work today about how amazing of a difference my day is when I am around one certain coworker. She is a really nice person to me, but she honestly has nothing positive to say ever, and it drains...
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Bloodshot eyes and a heart attack.
The feeling of tears and lost at sea.
Two pints away from walking off the dock.

She lies awake and feels blessed.
Feels lucky that she is not wrapped in the blankets she knit herself
full of darkness and shattered bottles.

When sleep swells
when hearts break


then and only then
she will fix the car.

Hey Monday:

I suppose it was bound to happen eventually since returning, but I am sick! yay, germs! Suppose that's what happens when they leave the quarantine door open at JFK airport right next to the line to go through customs! Squeal of joy. I have the shakes, the sweats and a head ache like you would not imagine.

Why am I online, you ask?? Because I...
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Notes from Paris.

I love it here. I cannot get over how wonderful of a place it is. I just stand in awe of so many things.

I am having loads of fun. This is my last day here, as tomorrow we board a plane for Tunisia. I would have to assume that I won't be around that much those three days that I am...
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It is fucking hot. It is so fucking hot that for the second straight day I am sitting in my underwear and nothing else.

There is sweat pouring from pretty much everywhere. It is sucktastic.

I got a whole bunch of good music, thanks to you guys xo.

I am alone for a few days starting tomorrow. It bums me out. I am planning on...
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BEER WARS!!

Beer Wars-Tonight at Royce Hall @ UCLA I will be seeing a screening of this film. Followed by a panel of well known craft brewers moderated by Ben Stein. Should be fun.
Then the mister and I will be hitting up Blue Palms Brewpub for an after party. Unless my body just dies on me.

DAY 2 of 7 for the Gym....
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I have been writing a lot lately. I feel like I am escaping my boring geeky self by creating these worlds. Or maybe I just don't watch TV, so yeah.

This is what I am moved with:


If only I could be so talented:


I wish, god I wish I could be as talented


But instead, I cry



Oh well.