Today, life sucks. Not becuase it's so awful I can't take it anymore or any other despair addled explaination.
But just because it isn't fun. How depressing is that? I live a good life and still find it largely unegaging.
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The above is true, but I hate to post it. Normally I refuse to admit that I feel that way. Perhaps it's the clouds. San Diego is normally all blue skies and the grey may be affecting my mental health.
Fun Fact!!! When I get bored I become destructive! When I was little I used to kick over all the sprinklers at my Grandpa's house (even though he always made me fix them after). Now that I'm a grown up I try to channel that destructive energy into creative energy. I did some photography yesterday that allowed me to set some things on fire and processing today should keep me busy for a while. But even as I type this, I can feel a little ball of energy bouncing inside of me that is yearning to be set loose...
But just because it isn't fun. How depressing is that? I live a good life and still find it largely unegaging.
...
The above is true, but I hate to post it. Normally I refuse to admit that I feel that way. Perhaps it's the clouds. San Diego is normally all blue skies and the grey may be affecting my mental health.
Fun Fact!!! When I get bored I become destructive! When I was little I used to kick over all the sprinklers at my Grandpa's house (even though he always made me fix them after). Now that I'm a grown up I try to channel that destructive energy into creative energy. I did some photography yesterday that allowed me to set some things on fire and processing today should keep me busy for a while. But even as I type this, I can feel a little ball of energy bouncing inside of me that is yearning to be set loose...