22 more days.
In 22 days i'll be there with her for a week. I cannot begin to explain how completely excited I am for this.
Talking to her on msn right now. Watching her face on cam. I want to curl up with her so bad.
Few days back I got fed up with Mel and her guilt tripping, removed her from msn and facebook.
Tonight I get this on facebook:
I was so nice to you. I had my moments of being bitchy, but that was the hurt. And you take me off as a friend? That hurts, a lot. I just wanted you to know that. I'm not going... Read More
It's done. I'm not talking to Mel for a long time. I've had it with the constant guilt trips she lays on me.
Talking with the crush when she came on last time and made me feel like the biggest piece of shit ever. Crush tells me not to worry and makes me smile bigger than anything else. Turned my mood right around. I decided... Read More
Life has been good for the last while since I broke up with Mel.
I've been able to breathe, relax and see my friends with my own schedule.
Had a few small conversations with her since, seems like i've been replaced already. Apparently the night we broke up she was heartbroken and did nothing but cry and think about things. Apparently she was finally able... Read More
Well I suppose i'll post a follow up to the last entry.
It's done. She didn't see it coming and for that I do feel guilty. Unfortunately the whole thing was no longer working for me. I wasn't happy with how things were going and the intense needs she had that I wasn't able to keep up with. She begged and pleaded, telling me I... Read More
im glad you did something to make yourself happy. it more important for you to be healthy and happy, and if you don't feel centered, something is wrong!
but yea, trust you brain with that last bit. no one wants a sad and hurt zort.
I'M NOOOOT DEAAAAD!
I've been super scarce lately and it's a little bit of a downer but it's all good otherwise.
I'm still seeing Melanie and things are amazing. I can't say i've ever been happier to be with anyone until now.
I thought i'd known what love was, but now that i've got her in my life, I know I have been dead wrong... Read More
Wow, been a while since my last update, i've been a busy little boy I suppose.
As far as updates go, the new girl I previously mentioned, Melanie, and I are dating now. We've been together for over a month and i'm crazy about her. She makes me tremendously happy and everything feels so natural.
I'll backtrack a bit on this: basically we hung out... Read More
i thought i might be able to take a day trip to see you, but now i found out im having my kidney stones taken out on the 24th feel like taking a day down to ny to visit an ill and possible bedridden friend?
Shitheads.
I use this term to refer to the people who interfere in someone elses relationship, typically resulting in the end of a relationship and the start of someone elses. Simply put, i've been fucked over by some shithead multiple times in my life. Dating a girl who i'm so into and then finding out that she just left me for some guy. What a... Read More
So I just hung out with Melanie and had an awesome time. It is official though, that she has a boyfriend right now. So that sucks, but being the smart lad I am I didn't get my hopes up and didn't make any moves.
Instead we just hung out and talked about anything and everything. She's cool and i'm going to keep up the friendship... Read More
Hahahaha, oh wow. I haven't updated in over a month, so I suppose I probably should get to it.
For starters I'm now on my new computer and it hauls all sorts of ass, though i'm so accustomed to using a laptop keyboard that I have to re-adjust to a fullsize. Christmas was pretty good, had the chance to see some family and ended up... Read More
awww
you are such a mooshy boy 
Good luck with the crush.
