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One year ago I was rebuilding myself after ending an emotionally abusive relationship.
One year ago I found out that one of the most beautiful women i've ever known had been trying to get my attention, and my jaw hit the floor.
One year ago today I made the best decision I have ever made, and flew out to California to meet someone who would...
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I feel so useless when she needs me and I can't be there

Valentines day and I don't get to spend it with SugarCunt.
Yeah, V-Day is a crock of shit and all but i'd still like to have been able to be with her.

I've caught a cold and it's been keeping me seriously bogged down for the last few days. I've spent most of today just laying down and resting, hoping that i'll just feel...
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I'm back in Canada now after having spent an incredible 2 weeks with SugarCunt.
It never gets easier to say goodbye, but the fact remains that I never want to be without her. I'm stuck here now until the next time I see her, aiming for March so we can spend our 1 year together. Hard to believe it's been almost a year since...
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Hope everyone had a good christmas, mine was alright but could have been better if I was actually able to spend it with my girlfriend.

I've been really lonely lately. I miss her so damn badly that my mood gets badly affected, as such my days have been up and down. Streaked with bouts of antisocialism.
I've never been so in love with someone like...
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January 9th.
I get to see her again. Another 2 week visit and I cannot wait.
There's so much happening this season that i'd love to share with her. I watched over webcam as she put up and decorated her giant tree. It was so tall that she had to leave the top section off or it would hit the ceiling at an angle.

Work...
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The end of an era.

After many years of activity, the time has come for me to say goodbye. My account has been cancelled.
I've had a great time with my friends and will never forget the adventures and joy it brought me. Unfortunately a dwindling interest has brought me to weigh it all out and realise this is conclusion is for the best. I'm...
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Well, i've been back in Canada for a week now. It's been super depressing to once again be so far away from the girl I love, and trying to readjust has been difficult to say the least. Sleep has been difficult and the only thing that helps is putting Futurama on in the background.

I miss her terribly and need her in my life.

As...
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Please.
Don't make this end.
I don't want to leave.

Back in California.
First day back ended up being a lazy cuddle day with the original Star Wars trilogy.
Yesterday we went to Target, made some origami bats and finished decorating for halloween.
This morning she had to work early, I half woke up as she was getting ready. She curled back up with me for a few minutes before she had to leave. Kissed...
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