so i shot yesterday. my photog is not a member on sg, but he very quickly figured out what type of photography works for sets. i have a really good feeling about this batch of pics, and i had a fucking blast doing it. they look awesome- and this is despite the fact that it was like 90 degrees and 90% humidity and sunny out... Read More
Good luck with the new set, if you had ever sent in the Dingo's Den set I'm sure it would have been accepted. Everyone needs a friend like zoo, you are awesome girl, too bad I don't live close enough to make some of those sgnj events they look like so much fun.
he's the only one that ever dumped me- i went fucking batshit crazy for a long while afterwards! i drank and drank and drank and cried and wrote lots of hideous poetry and did wierd stalker shit. for example, he was a dj on a radio show at the time, and one day he had a female friend guest... Read More
i think you are awesome because you are. know why? because there is the way that 99.99% of the world looks at/treats me. then theres that small group of people who treat me like a person instead of like something they scraped off the bottom of their shoe. you fall into the latter.
everyone makes mistakes like that and inevitably people get hurt. i've been in a similar situation myself - though with a girl i didnt know that well and we really didnt have that much of a relationship - and it seems nervewrecking at first. there is tension. then you realize that it's all past and you're just friends now, but it's surreal when you really start to think and believe that.
i've spent most of today reading a book i bought and thinking about how to apply the principles contained in it to my life. one of the underlying messages is that if you listen to people and make them feel like they're important, it works wonders. people love to talk about themselves, and being someone who listens very well makes them appreciate you a whole lot more. i feel like this is coming across the wrong way, and i'm sorry if it is - all i'm doing is trying to explain why people have responded that way to you. this isn't to say that you don't have moments of greatness where it's like zoo is walking on water - and it can be because simple stuff too. one single message on this site can change a life, as you and I both know...
sooo...i'm shooting saturday.
meeting a photog sunday.
arranging a shoot for next month.
and a few of you lovelies on here drunkenly agreed to shoot me at some point.
(10 points if you remember who you are)
hm. maybe one of these days i'll finally be more than a hopeful!
today has been really blah.
but with any luck, once i have a nibble and... Read More
- I hope your shoot next month yields you a "live" spot soon...
- I hope to go to one of the upcoming SGNJ events so I can spend a lil more time w/ you guys
- Have a fantastic time this w/d...I'm working for most of it, so I won't be having much fun per say, so whenever you do go out, have a Sam Adams or a Guinness for me?
so who can i wrangle into photoshopping my
hopefuls set?
i found a BUNCH of sg sets (both girls and hopefuls) available on another site. (yes staff knows about it now.) pics of mine appeared to be included. so i figured, if naked pics of me are going to be floating around on the intarwebs for all eternity, they should at least be free... Read More
At first light lay proud foundations.
Sense the greatness that before you unfolds.
Seek no more for hollow answers.
Answers that lay within you all along.
Farewell to dawns seen through saddened... Read More
I meant to write... I just left you a voice mail. I got the directions and I'll need to hit the liquor store so let's just do that on the way. There's one around the corner from me.
hey girl! my phone has been dead and i wasnt able to go home to get my charger yet...its still dead
i have a lot of bullshit going on...lets just say im not welcome at my house, again. ill call u and explain when i have a phone again lol...
love ya!
no drinks w the ex today. he had a biking accident and broke his wrist. which is fine with me actually, as i had a crappy day dealing with the dentist...
one of my remaining 2 wisdom teeth has been infected for about a week now. yesterday i tried calling the dentist to get a prescription for antibiotics, but they wanted... Read More
What a shitty day, I am so glad I've never had problems with my wisdom teeth. I hate doctors and people who think its just a piece of cake to get to and from appointments.
so there's an all women's gym in my town... i'm thinking of joining. (possibly with my girl tinxfoilxheart!) i figure i'm 26, i'm fairly healthy but i still party a lot. i try to take good care of myself but in a few years all that pabst is going to catch up with me.... Read More
switch from beer to vodka w/ cranberry juice...and no more soda. I read somewhere that drinking an extra can of soda per day adds 10 pounds of fat per year.
gyms are only expensive if you don't go You can always get a pair of inline skates and blade up and down river-side path parallel to West Side Highway and then relax at Battery Park http://www.trails.com/tcatalog_trail.asp?trailid=XFA046-002
Love the video. You have nothing to worry about in the squishy depatment, good luck with it though. I've reached the age were i must work out more but am to lazy for it, I can tell you about getting squishy.
so i assed out last night at 1030. been feelin like crap physically (and a little bit mentally too). slept like the dead through this crazy thunderstorm we had out here in ny/nj.
since i don't watch tv in the morning, or ride the nyc subway, i had no clue what was going on this... Read More
looking at a night of beer, chinese food, and slobbin it up on the couch with mah gonzo77. (yes, he's back! go say hi!) i'm excited. been burning the candle at both ends recently. kinda pooped.
I'm looking forward to your next set. Your last one was awesome, so I expect the next one to really rock! 
Nice collage by the way
I seem to be having one big anxiety spell (since about 2003 or so). I did just get back from doing laundry, though.