zombiepuncher

so i really need to quit dragging my feet and find an apartment in phoenix.
i have orientation on the 2nd of august.
that will come much quicker than even i expect

well i just got blamed for not being able to do any touristy stuff on the trip. yup..because I didnt plan my FATHER's trip.......sooo most of the trip spent sleepn/ridn in a car or sleepn in the hotel....hell i cldve done that at home fot $1000 less

ever have one of those days...my friend and i call them 12 guage days...thats today.....just want to give up...be hhome....i dnt even want to go to school now...just wanna sit alone on my couch til i run out of money

made it to belguim..8 hrs on a plane is def nt fun
its wet and rainy n havent gotten to do an awful lot ..

well im up getting around for the trip with my dad..

i wish i could be one of those people who has lots of friends n knows ppl wherever they go...but im not
some are meant to lead
some are meant to follow
and some are meant to walk alone


guesss which one i am....(besides a loser)
HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHa

europe..next tuesday
never been on a plane so why not start with an 8 hour flight??

euros are weird

im noticing so much more how life sucks when you have no one to share it with

i imagine it will only get worse as i dont make friends very well and will be moving to a large city where i know absolutely no one

im such a loser

blaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaahhhhhhhhhhh
leavin for europe next tuesday...
cant wait to get the hell away from my town n all the ppl .
im getting to be very anti-social again.
fuck people