Well Im in florida, and being reduced to use my old sticker covered broken laptop to use the net, and cant stay online too long. The girl of my dreams is back in Kansas and I miss her alot (but oh yeah, she wants none of me). I am just glad that I got my sister to let me stay with her, (the whole sleeping...
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Last post for a while. Everyone take care. I'll be back but not for a while Ok I'll shut up (noones reading this anyway) Bye.
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rebeldaisy:
Good luck to you whereever you are. I'll miss your nice comments.
babybeezer:
you take care too, have fun 
As of Sunday I am out of Dodge (Kansas) I am going to either Daytona Beach Florida or LA California, (I'll decide for sure when i get on the highway) But sadly since my laptop is broken i wont take it so no SG for a while. I may be able to check in but I cant look around as much, so that sucks.
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babybeezer:
I'll miss you around here, but I hope you have a great time wherever you go. If you end up in LA, I'll see ya at the SGLA events! Keep in touch if you get the chance. AIM = StoopidPolack And it sounds like this friend of yours is just as confused about her feelings for you than you are. Best of luck to you.
elisabeth:
Best of luck, and can't wait to hear all about it 
I wish I had some piece of wonderfully enlightening info to tell of, but the truth is... Im boring. If I were to type A's O's and I's for thirty lines it would probably be more entertaining. Oh well
I've ben talking to a couple really great members the past couple days on AIM and if i thought I was in either ones league id...
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butterfly2:
Hey Z,
I hope I didn't scare you off.
IM me sometime.
~Butterfly
I hope I didn't scare you off.
IM me sometime.
~Butterfly
babybeezer:
Don't shut up! I like what you say, THAT'S what makes my day better.
Dammit, the pink all star chucks come up to one size smaller than I need. Isn't that always the way. Oh well maybe someday.
Things are kinda going back and forth lately.
It turns out my friend walked in on a big drug deal her boyfriend was involved in and he was the one who killed her. It was very gruesome so I'll spare the...
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Things are kinda going back and forth lately.
It turns out my friend walked in on a big drug deal her boyfriend was involved in and he was the one who killed her. It was very gruesome so I'll spare the...
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zechariah:
Well Im not exactly a virgin but Id love to come to Cali.
babybeezer:
haha, I'm so glad you're not afraid of vaginas. California rocks, especially SF (home sweet home, *sniff*)
A close friend of mine was found today raped and murdered, and when I told an aquaintance of mine about it, she looked at me and said " see I knew people ended up dead if they hung out with you".
I wish I was strong enough to pull this trigger.
I wish I was strong enough to pull this trigger.
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mike11:
I am so sorry that this happened. It is very hard to lose someone so close to you. Good luck.
kid_607_evil_ins:
What's wrong with us?????
Being smart and bored is a bad combination.
I got bored a while ago so I went into my friends pre-med class and was talking to the professor, and for shits and giggles, she decided to have me take the MCATs and when I was done she sent it in. Well we got the scores yesterday and I got a 94% so now my mom...
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I got bored a while ago so I went into my friends pre-med class and was talking to the professor, and for shits and giggles, she decided to have me take the MCATs and when I was done she sent it in. Well we got the scores yesterday and I got a 94% so now my mom...
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kiscica:
that's INCREDIBLE hun...you should be so damn proud of yourself! med school or not, the fact you can do something like that is an accomplishment in itself!!!
xoxo
xoxo
butterfly2:
Aww sweetie, you are awesome! Smarty boy! My boyfriend took the LSATs for shits and giggles and he had an insanely high score for never studying as well. I wanted to cry, i'm totally horrid at tests. You still have a chance at medical school, they may even solicit you if you let your scores be public, and then they could give you scholarships.
Yay for the kissing king!!!!
Okay, do you have AIM? Cause I'd love to chat it up with you sometime, you sound pretty awesome!
Have a great day honey! BTW, I love yer style!!!
Yay for the kissing king!!!!
Okay, do you have AIM? Cause I'd love to chat it up with you sometime, you sound pretty awesome!
Have a great day honey! BTW, I love yer style!!!
Things I want (yes I'm superficial and no I aint spell checkin shit)
1.Pink converse allstars, Chucks (why not, Im secure with my sexuality)
2. Fur coat (possibly pink too, like I said, Im secure)
3. To see a girl strip to AFI and Alkaline Trio (basically any song from either)
4. A beautiful girlfriend (preferably a Rockabilly or punk chick with dark hair, but...
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1.Pink converse allstars, Chucks (why not, Im secure with my sexuality)
2. Fur coat (possibly pink too, like I said, Im secure)
3. To see a girl strip to AFI and Alkaline Trio (basically any song from either)
4. A beautiful girlfriend (preferably a Rockabilly or punk chick with dark hair, but...
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elisabeth:
GOOD choices, may you get each and every one of them, you deserve to.
rebeldaisy:
you have the same birthday as my bestest friend.
thanks for making me your friend!
thanks for making me your friend!
If i don't meet someone interesting verey soon i am going to move somewhere new. i go out and either i end up sitting around with a bunch of guys at a strip club or in some random apartment, and when i do meet a girl she either treats me like I'm invisible or gives me the "your so sweet lets be friends" bullshit. No...
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babybeezer:
ah yes, I'm on the opposite side of the spectrum, I'm definately running away from people at the moment. For some reason, I'm a scared little Beezer right now, and people are just too much for me. By the way it seems like you really are a sweet guy, and one of those "friends" is gonna fall for you...hard
Man, am I always this cheesy?
[Edited on Jan 26, 2003]
Man, am I always this cheesy?
[Edited on Jan 26, 2003]
grrlhavoc:
come to Houston! we rock here
Well today was my birthday and, well.. I'll let yall decide how you think it went.
9:00 A.M. Woke up to find that all my pipes were frozen (which they still are)
11:00AM Man shows up to "collect' my guitar because they mysteriously "misplaced' my past four payments.
1:00PM Got called back about a $13/hr job at one of the local hospitals.
1:30PM Got called...
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9:00 A.M. Woke up to find that all my pipes were frozen (which they still are)
11:00AM Man shows up to "collect' my guitar because they mysteriously "misplaced' my past four payments.
1:00PM Got called back about a $13/hr job at one of the local hospitals.
1:30PM Got called...
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erin:
well damn, i know when i was stripping i never once did ANYTHING on that list. take that however you want.
happy fuckin birthday man.
happy fuckin birthday man.
babybeezer:
Listen bro, you're obviously not ugly or you wouldn't have gotten the 5 star, extra special lap dance...think about it: just imagine how many freakin guys this woman sees daily, and she choses to single you out. There's gotta be a special reason for that, and the special reason is you.
Its my birthday and all my friends are ditching me, YAY! The same friends who get mad if I can only buy them seven drinks on their birthdays. If I gave a shit about my birthday, that might actually really piss me off.
I'm still the King of Kissing!
I'm still the King of Kissing!
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pinup:
Hahahahha rock!
I haven't kissed anybody since December 2001. I always go through droughts. So when I do kiss someone again, it's like riding a bike. Like I'm a little rusty at first and then it all falls into place. Haha.
Jenna
I haven't kissed anybody since December 2001. I always go through droughts. So when I do kiss someone again, it's like riding a bike. Like I'm a little rusty at first and then it all falls into place. Haha.
Jenna
rebeldaisy:
Happy Birthday to the King!
Have not slept in four days, eyes hurt, head hurts, neck hurts, feel weak and queezy, but I still can't sleep. Last week I had a family member die and had to fly up to Oregon then drive a rental car to Wapato for the funeral for one day then fly home. Well, on the flight home I had a transfer in Denver and when...
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kiscica:
my goodness hunnie! what a nightmare you've been living. i'd be a big mean mess if i were you...
i wish there was something i could do to help...
i hope things start to look better for you. take care of yourself ok? i know it's easier said than done, but try to get some sleep hunnie...
xoxoxoxo
i wish there was something i could do to help...
i hope things start to look better for you. take care of yourself ok? i know it's easier said than done, but try to get some sleep hunnie...
xoxoxoxo
babybeezer:
glad you enjoyed my stream-of-consciousness ramblings 
xoxoxoxo
xoxoxoxo
He's still in Florida and hanging out and what not. See, I think he should be in Cali but that's just me. *ahem* He misses SG and says hi to everyone.
Oh, and he's getting hotter by the day.