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Just a thought....

Perhaps I am too affectionate to too many people. Maybe I dispense my feelings too freely. If I tell everyone that I love them when I really mean I care for deeply for them in a friends type way, then how will those that I truely love in the I want to be near you for the rest of my life type...
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abadinfluence:
There is a difference between love and Love ... knowing that difference and understanding it will make you so much less confused and so much more trusting in your own feelings.

It's complicated ... we'll discuss it at the next get together when we both have a shine on.
mistressmissy:
Z, can you please let me into canada east? thank you.
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Dear Girl

Why can't I just cut you off? Why must I crumble and forgive you each and every time no matter what? Why is it like every new crush I get feels like it's manufactured in effort to distract my thoughts from those about you? Everything is a rebound of something that never was and probably never will be. Nothing with you is real,...
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aandp:
i hate that feeling.
why oh why are matters of the heart so goddamn complicated.
cereal_killer:
wow, that kinda sounds like how i feel about kim right now. eeek

next time you pop online IM me if i'm around i wanted to ask you a couple questions. biggrin
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why does the goddess of lesbians hate me so much?

I give up, you can find me hiding in my bed.

xoxo
-Zarina
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e_loveless:
bastard!!
laurannahidabing:
the god of straight ppl hates me too I think they're all just assholes, the gods that is. Being single right now would be a blessing for me. I went to dump my boyfriend and he cried and then I couldn't do it. If anyone has a rubber stamp that says SUCKER toss it my way.
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I'm not sick anymore! Hurray!
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keila:
Thank goodness smile thanks for putting me back on your friends list kiss When do we get to see your artwork?
laurannahidabing:
Fantastic!!!!! How did the rest of the evening go?
The party I went to was substandard fun I should've stayed and shanghi..... next time oh next time, I'm going to tear it up and break it down. hahaha kiss
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I'm sick frown
So very sick frown
My sinus' are itchy frown
My eyes are watery frown
My throat is scratchy frown
My head is fevery frown
Even my nape piercing is having a tantrum frown

Pity me and buy me presents

xoxo
-Zarina

P.S. also some vege/vegan soup reciepes for me to give to my mommy to make me would be cool too
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abadinfluence:
It was really cool seeing you again last night ... and this time we actually got to talk. LOL.

I really appriciated your openness and the level of fun that you brought to the whole evening. You rock.

Hope you had fun at Bovine ... me and Kari had to jet home.

Anyways ... yeah ... um ... stuff.
darklis:
But of course. love kiss
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Everything is new and so, I feel a new journal entry is in order.

Yesterday I moved out of my pretty little, super messy, doll house-esque room, in my pretty little victorian house, that was owned by a two-faced, lying, evil villian of a landlord. My new place is amazing to say the least. I have a freakin' mantel in my bedroom and a view...
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aandp:
8am classes are the dev.

And hurrah for moving. I love older style homes.
keila:
congrats on getting a new place, it sounds awesome!
happy new year and good luck with classes kiss
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New Years Resolutions:

1. Stop flirting with 30 year olds when your wasted and just want to fuck

2. Give up on cora for good


I think that's it.

xoxo
-Zarina
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mo:
thanx.. it took a while to get the set done, 'cause the boys were getting impatient, and it was tiring always trying to balance them.... but i'm glad people enjoyed it... well worth the time and effort!
happy year, dear!
xx
ltrain:
Awww.... well I saw you online for a min last night. I'll be online more often so smile and be happy! smile We definitely need to catch up on stuff and talk about girls again. What's going on with Cora now? *sigh* Mmmmmmm 30 year old women. I've always wanted an older woman. Go you! wink Anyhow, miss you and happy new year.
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mustiman:
keila:
didn't know you could look any hotter kiss
Hope the holidays went well for you.
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It's cold out.

REALLY FUCKING COLD

-21 Celcius but -34 with the windchill

You know what that is in Fahrenheit?

- 1 or -17 with the fucking windchill (aka what it feels like)

Mother Fucker kill me now.

Somebody save me

Much Love and Many Kisses,
A very cold Zarina
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shayne:
Happy Holidays Zarina...hope you have fun... smile
miesha:
Oh I will totally come back and visit. I miss you too!

It'll HAVE to be a summer visit though haha no way I'd go back in the winter!
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arete:
that's a gorgeous picture, i'm sure you'll do well kiss
thanks so much for commenting on my set, you are gorgeous kiss
supremepizzaman:
When is it ever NOT about a girl? tongue
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stressstressstressstressstressstressstressstressstressstressstressstress
ARGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGG
STRESSTRESSSTRESSSTRESSSTRESSSTRESSSTRESSSTRESS

Ithinkimightripmyhairoutofmyheadandgaugemyeyesout

5 days to go
5 days to go
5 days to go

*sigh*

xoxo
-Zarina
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otto79:
Hang in there!!
Dont gouge them out!!
You can do it only four more days!!!
My cousin Bork gouged out an eye out but he has a thousand surreal or three biggrin
robyn480:
*hugs* kiss
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Quick Update

A) I need a nap from my life
B) The way my school runs annoys the living shit out of me sometimes
C) I'm done all that I need to do in the darkroom!
D) Still intensly broke
E) I met the gay boy version of me yesterday
F) I ♥ girls
G) I ♥ a certain girl more then all the others...
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fenris23:
Education is cool
Schools and their administrations less so.

E) sounds neat.

J) kicks ass.

S)leep precious sleep.
nightmares:
Just sleep. Nothing else but pure rest! kiss

Damn I'm hungry for the weekend ! Feed me some good times! Have a great weekend yourself.......or else he'll get you....


~Nightmares~