Guess what! I pierced my neck and you know what, it barely hurt at all.
It looks so pretty. I'll have pictures up by the end of this week.
I'm scared to have a shower now though. It's kind of sore today and our shower head broke off and I'm scared it'll be too much pressure for it. I think I'll opt for a bath....
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It looks so pretty. I'll have pictures up by the end of this week.
I'm scared to have a shower now though. It's kind of sore today and our shower head broke off and I'm scared it'll be too much pressure for it. I think I'll opt for a bath....
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I'm getting my nape pierced in 2 and a half hours... I'm excited and extremely nervous all at the same time. I just know I'm going to cry...
Pictures will follow. Since my roomate has my digital this weekend, they most likely won't be up tonight, but I promise within the week...
xoxo
-Zarina
P.S. To everyone that I decline friendship to... please don't take...
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Pictures will follow. Since my roomate has my digital this weekend, they most likely won't be up tonight, but I promise within the week...
xoxo
-Zarina
P.S. To everyone that I decline friendship to... please don't take...
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achterbahn:
Nape piercing report is missing! Pics too! We want information! 
cheech:
I just thought "Hoser" was more fun than "Canuck." Also, maybe it's just an SCTV-fan-thing, but I thought it was less offensive than "Canuck"... 
stop. rewind. slow motion. repeat.
let's go through that again.
Life needs a remote control
let's go through that again.
Life needs a remote control
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crookshark:
hey zarina,
sis boom bah is having an opening party tomorrow nite from 8-11. toronto art madness! guaranteed to be a blast. there's 25 artists in the show, it'll be unforgettable. you should round up your crew and come check it out! there's some of my drawings in th show.
http://www.sisboombah.ca/upcomingshows.html
oh, and go here:
http://www.itsandy.com/kid.wmv
sis boom bah is having an opening party tomorrow nite from 8-11. toronto art madness! guaranteed to be a blast. there's 25 artists in the show, it'll be unforgettable. you should round up your crew and come check it out! there's some of my drawings in th show.
http://www.sisboombah.ca/upcomingshows.html
oh, and go here:
http://www.itsandy.com/kid.wmv
crookshark:
cool! yay! can't wait to meet you. sis boom bah openings are a blast, and tomorrow's should be especially good cause of all the artists in the show.
I haven't updated in almost a week. I have no excuse, I also didn't have much to say, and I was updated a different journal with my various outbursts of the week.
Tonight I'm going to see Razed In Black with a friend of mine. Oh yes, little me is going to a goth show. I'm thinking of wearing my lime greens. I'm looking forward...
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Tonight I'm going to see Razed In Black with a friend of mine. Oh yes, little me is going to a goth show. I'm thinking of wearing my lime greens. I'm looking forward...
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cheech:
What'd be even better-- buy a dressy orange skirt-suit to wear to Goth night. Hell, I'd pay for the suit!
tiamat:
i have the same excuse for not updating...that, homework, car accident, out of town...what have you.
i am sorry i haven't been around much. i think everything that could possible go wrong is in the works and i hardly have time to sleep. i need some down time and i can't think of a better way than to call people yourself included and hear wonderful things from the ones i care about.
xoxo tiamat
i am sorry i haven't been around much. i think everything that could possible go wrong is in the works and i hardly have time to sleep. i need some down time and i can't think of a better way than to call people yourself included and hear wonderful things from the ones i care about.
xoxo tiamat
The sun has finally come back to play here in Toronto. This makes Zarina a happy girl. I'm sitting here, listening to relaxing music and basking in the warm sunlight. It feels so nice on my bare skin. I long for more mornings like this.
I love Fridays.
I want to go to High Park and play in the leaves all day and take pictures...
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I love Fridays.
I want to go to High Park and play in the leaves all day and take pictures...
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anouck:
are you still getting your nape pierced??
ps. i'm always in grrly moods
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ps. i'm always in grrly moods
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madigan:
Our sun is going away..
That's okay, though. Fall skipped town while central California slept. That's not okay.
Have a nice week
That's okay, though. Fall skipped town while central California slept. That's not okay.
Have a nice week
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tiamat:
God I love Zarina,
xoxo
Tiamat
xoxo
Tiamat
anouck:
hey you ...so i might just come to the bovine this saturday...it all boils down to money though, or lack of...which sucks...so hopefully 
[Edited on Nov 06, 2003 4:58PM]
...so i might just come to the bovine this saturday...it all boils down to money though, or lack of...which sucks...so hopefully [Edited on Nov 06, 2003 4:58PM]
I like peanuts.
(I also like girls. Yup. Peanuts and girls.)
xoxo
-Zarina
(I also like girls. Yup. Peanuts and girls.)
xoxo
-Zarina
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anouck:
hi ya ok, here's the info, le tigre, november 17th, at the phoenix...if ya can't make it, i think we sshould still try to hang out 
...we shuld try to get some other sg gals together too, from the TO area
ok, here's the info, le tigre, november 17th, at the phoenix...if ya can't make it, i think we sshould still try to hang out ...we shuld try to get some other sg gals together too, from the TO area 
fractal:
check your email...
ARRRGGGGG!!!!!
I need a real job. One that gives me a schedule and shit. Not one that calls me up every so often, asking me to go in and work an hour before my shift would fucking start that just so happens to pay really fucking good.
I spend too much of my life waiting.
~Zarina
I need a real job. One that gives me a schedule and shit. Not one that calls me up every so often, asking me to go in and work an hour before my shift would fucking start that just so happens to pay really fucking good.
I spend too much of my life waiting.
~Zarina
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posh:
ohh le tigre!!
i'm sorry i went offline suddenly. my internet likes to dye out on me every so often. stupid rogers!
i'm sorry i went offline suddenly. my internet likes to dye out on me every so often. stupid rogers!
anouck:
yes i do adore sylvia plath....and not in that whole college girl suicidal way- as decribed by woody allen...there's new film about sylvia coming out...gwenyth paltrwo is sylvia(???) who knows, she was wonderful as margot tennenbaum...as to noticing you like return to oz, me too...although in a scared way...the electric shock treatments...the wheeling monkeys...i haven't seen that in forever, years & years....bye for now
who knows, she was wonderful as margot tennenbaum...as to noticing you like return to oz, me too...although in a scared way...the electric shock treatments...the wheeling monkeys...i haven't seen that in forever, years & years....bye for now Past:
Yesterday I won a free appetizer from my favourite vegetarian restaurant for being the first person to be able to fit this super tall burger in their mouth. I had faith in myself, my friend and my waitress did not though.
Present:
Today I bought black and red frilly pantaloons for my halloween costume. I've been running around the house in them and a...
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Yesterday I won a free appetizer from my favourite vegetarian restaurant for being the first person to be able to fit this super tall burger in their mouth. I had faith in myself, my friend and my waitress did not though.
Present:
Today I bought black and red frilly pantaloons for my halloween costume. I've been running around the house in them and a...
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oryx:
yes. yes that was a fucking amazing show. much better than the last one, in my humble opinion. i'm happy we got to chat.
Down in the valley where the veins don't go
And the tied up tigers smoke the dope
And dream of rope
Fuck with everything with a face
And the straight disgrase of a mission on a mountain
Of blood tracks to the queen
In a tower of money money money
Talking to the train tracks
Working for the wrong man
Dreaming of the perfect tan...
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And the tied up tigers smoke the dope
And dream of rope
Fuck with everything with a face
And the straight disgrase of a mission on a mountain
Of blood tracks to the queen
In a tower of money money money
Talking to the train tracks
Working for the wrong man
Dreaming of the perfect tan...
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viola2:
HEY(pixies)
hey
been trying to meet you
hey
must be a devil between us
or whores in my head
whores at my door
whores in my bed
but hey
where
have you
been
if you go i will surely die
we're chained
uh
said the man to the lady
uh
said the lady to the man she adoredand the whores like a choir
go uh all night
and mary ain't you tired of this
uh
is
the
sound
that the mother makes when the baby breaks
we're chained
hey
been trying to meet you
hey
must be a devil between us
or whores in my head
whores at my door
whores in my bed
but hey
where
have you
been
if you go i will surely die
we're chained
uh
said the man to the lady
uh
said the lady to the man she adoredand the whores like a choir
go uh all night
and mary ain't you tired of this
uh
is
the
sound
that the mother makes when the baby breaks
we're chained
fractal:
right now my new favorite songs are Man in the Moon by REM and Mohammed My Friend by Tori...
Ok... Now that I'm in a happier mood lets replace that entry with something else.
First off my appologies to Noelle and Kiscica for taking out some pent up feelings on them this morning. It was undeserved and immature. I hope that I wasn't too stupid and that we can forget it all.
I still want to run away to SF though, but after spending...
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First off my appologies to Noelle and Kiscica for taking out some pent up feelings on them this morning. It was undeserved and immature. I hope that I wasn't too stupid and that we can forget it all.
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tiamat:
everyone is entitled to releasing pent up frustration once in a while. well as long as you don't a have a gun or anything.
SF is closer to BC. but that's just me being selfish.
SF is closer to BC. but that's just me being selfish.
I'm running away to San Francisco. Toronto area people (for the most part, with maybe 4 exceptions, none of which are part of this site) annoy the shit out of me. No one really cares about me. I bet I could disappear and no one would notice. No one would give a fuck.
So that's it. I'm running away to San Franscico. Fuck school. You...
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So that's it. I'm running away to San Franscico. Fuck school. You...
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blujazzmunki:
You go girl
rosalyn:
Wow... I, myself, am pretty bad with the risk taking thing.. I usually chicken out. 
I admire you for making a decision like that!
That said, be careful gurlie.
Make sure you have something set up in San Francisco *before* you go... a secure place to stay until you get on your feet, enough money to manage, hopefully a job...
And make sure you really want to do this... if it's just problems with people in TO keep in mind that you'll probably meet people in SF who are exactly the same. And school may not be necessary, but it helps. Be sure this is what you want, cause it's hard to pick up again later.
If you're super sure and you go to SF... congrats, that's amazing. But come visit this area sometimes... I'd like to see ya again sometime!
I admire you for making a decision like that!
That said, be careful gurlie.
Make sure you have something set up in San Francisco *before* you go... a secure place to stay until you get on your feet, enough money to manage, hopefully a job...
And make sure you really want to do this... if it's just problems with people in TO keep in mind that you'll probably meet people in SF who are exactly the same. And school may not be necessary, but it helps. Be sure this is what you want, cause it's hard to pick up again later.
If you're super sure and you go to SF... congrats, that's amazing.
But come visit this area sometimes... I'd like to see ya again sometime!
my job totally keeps me from doing all the stuff i wanna do. but unlike you, i am silly and i don't do it for the money, i used to do it cause i thought it was what i loved... i still love it, but mean co-workers totally kill the work environment. at least you know what you're in for. focus is key.