To clarify my last entry a bit.....there is this girl who I care about deeply. Found out that the very slim chance I had with her is really no chance at all. She is in love.....and not with me. 
I wish I had taken the news better....she was going through a hard time because she missed him and I didnt help at all (some great...
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I wish I had taken the news better....she was going through a hard time because she missed him and I didnt help at all (some great...
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Its funny.....I had a great day today......but when I got home I had one of the saddest disscussions in my life....
Im totally heartbroken
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infinity:
i'm here for you...
infinity:
sorry i missed you on yahoo but my computer decided to freeze and something else i had to do came up...
Well....still in a VERY good mood 
......but Im bored
SOMEONE TALK WITH ME DAMN IT!!!!!!
I dont really wanna go to bed just yet (though I really should.....Ive gotten like 4 hours of sleep in the past 2 days and have been up since 9pm last night)
Sooooo......im looking around.......trying to find someone who wants to chat with lil old goofy me. Any one interested?...
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......but Im bored
SOMEONE TALK WITH ME DAMN IT!!!!!!
I dont really wanna go to bed just yet (though I really should.....Ive gotten like 4 hours of sleep in the past 2 days and have been up since 9pm last night)
Sooooo......im looking around.......trying to find someone who wants to chat with lil old goofy me. Any one interested?...
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its_weaselle:
hehehehehe! you got it! my husband made that name out of combining katatonia and opeth. 
i don't know how i always end up using it though.... 
i don't know how i always end up using it though.... 
scarlet_flame:
i want to try to get a new computer this one has gottin so slow it hardly ever works right anymore it would be awesome if i could get a new one!
it would be awesome if i could get a new one! HOLY SHIT I feel better now!!!!!!
I was feeling REALLY bad...but now I feel great!!!
Thank you to EVERYONE who commented on my last entry
But a big HUGE thank you to (in no particular order) Zsanda, Rudegirl, and Katatopeth
Anyone of these absolutly BEAUTIFUL women can make me feel better with ease just by talking to me....but all three of them ganged...
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I was feeling REALLY bad...but now I feel great!!!
Thank you to EVERYONE who commented on my last entry
But a big HUGE thank you to (in no particular order) Zsanda, Rudegirl, and Katatopeth
Anyone of these absolutly BEAUTIFUL women can make me feel better with ease just by talking to me....but all three of them ganged...
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snowballinhell:
I still can't call the villain Dr Eggman though, he will always be known to me as Dr Robotnik with his Mean Bean Machine
Smooches
Michelle xx
Smooches
Michelle xx
nightmares:
Teehee! Thanks!
Well......that was pretty quick
Im all depressed again......all my fault to.....I just alienate everyone around me.
About 5 or 6 times now within the last 24 hours....my I M friends sign out as soon as I sign in or talk to them.....and the few that will talk to me I just annoy
Im tired of always feeling like this
I dont know why Im like...
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Im all depressed again......all my fault to.....I just alienate everyone around me.
About 5 or 6 times now within the last 24 hours....my I M friends sign out as soon as I sign in or talk to them.....and the few that will talk to me I just annoy
Im tired of always feeling like this
I dont know why Im like...
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freshprncebelair:
Zanafar, I feel that way a lot. It's just an irrational fear of mine to be not wanted. Like when someone doesn't call back, or doesn't talk to me, I nearly have like a panic attack.
I am working to try abd stop it, but it's incredibly hard. I feel what you are going through.
I am working to try abd stop it, but it's incredibly hard. I feel what you are going through.
cannibal:
Maybe you should go travel, man. That may clean up your mind. At least change of air will help you. Get out of that hell-hole of a village, at least for some time.
Loosing control and REALLY party might help too.
Don't mix up real doctors with the ones they have in the army. It might be worth a try.
If you look at popularity on SG I'm the one that should be depressive, not you
If so many people like you, I don't think there is something wrong with you.
Loosing control and REALLY party might help too.
Don't mix up real doctors with the ones they have in the army. It might be worth a try.
If you look at popularity on SG I'm the one that should be depressive, not you
If so many people like you, I don't think there is something wrong with you.
zanafar:
Who wants to fuck with me now?
Doing a good bit better now......thanks to everyonewho talks to me 
and sorry Im such a downer (thanks to Zsanda for talking to me when I was really down)
Got the next few days off
Havent been doing much.....hung out with Boygeorgeismymom and her boyfriend a bit to watch some movies......been sleeping ALOT.....been taking alot of "Joe time" ....been talking to you wonderful people....you know....all...
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and sorry Im such a downer (thanks to Zsanda for talking to me when I was really down)
Got the next few days off
Havent been doing much.....hung out with Boygeorgeismymom and her boyfriend a bit to watch some movies......been sleeping ALOT.....been taking alot of "Joe time"
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zsanda:
Thank you thank you ...you around to chat?
...you around to chat?
its_weaselle:
glad youre feeling better!
Hey you caught me in a coma
And I don't think I wanna
Ever come back to this...world again
Kinda like it in a coma
'Cause no one's ever gonna
Oh, make me come back to this...
world again
Now I feel as if I'm floating away
I can't feel all the pressure
And I like it this way
But my body's callin'
My body's...
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And I don't think I wanna
Ever come back to this...world again
Kinda like it in a coma
'Cause no one's ever gonna
Oh, make me come back to this...
world again
Now I feel as if I'm floating away
I can't feel all the pressure
And I like it this way
But my body's callin'
My body's...
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its_weaselle:
i'm terrible with nicknames! but i loved all those people and didnt want them to quit. well, the one i wanted to didnt. 
old bag..........................
well, the one i wanted to didnt. old bag.......................... 
rubyred:
ITS AUSTRALIA DAY! CELEBRATE OUR COUNTRY!!!!!
Well......tis is how my last few days have been.......
I work at 7/11. Walmart pays more for an easier job. And I dont much like 7/11. So after work on wedsday I was going to go apply. But before I leave work.....my boss tells me how Im doing such a great job and that she is putting me in the "career path"(what ever that is)...
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I work at 7/11. Walmart pays more for an easier job. And I dont much like 7/11. So after work on wedsday I was going to go apply. But before I leave work.....my boss tells me how Im doing such a great job and that she is putting me in the "career path"(what ever that is)...
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jennrose:
i've posted my story, "hollow," to a few of the writers groups on sg. and there are a bunch of older stories i've written on my website. once "hollow" and my other short story, "dead weight," are complete, i'll post them in my journals
the chicago typewriter is a really powerful tommy gun in resident evil 4.
the chicago typewriter is a really powerful tommy gun in resident evil 4.
brookie:
i know how u feel with the whole job sit. i wanted to quit earlier this wk...went and applied...now my candlestore gave me a .5 cent raise..woo hoo..well c..
im really sorry bout the chick..everything happens for a reason..im so scared of rejection, but hey sleep is really good for u..when i was batteling it out w the rents adn moving out..i went to bed at eight for two weeks..then things got better..found other things to make me happy...try drinking a glass of water before u go to bed..ive heard it helps you remember your dreams...ive been having weird ones lately...
best of luck to a better day...peanutbutter makes me happy, maybe u should eat some 
im really sorry bout the chick..everything happens for a reason..im so scared of rejection, but hey sleep is really good for u..when i was batteling it out w the rents adn moving out..i went to bed at eight for two weeks..then things got better..found other things to make me happy...try drinking a glass of water before u go to bed..ive heard it helps you remember your dreams...ive been having weird ones lately...
best of luck to a better day...peanutbutter makes me happy, maybe u should eat some
zanafar:
stuff
Recently a friend was in a situation where he saw a beautiful woman....but didnt want to look because it would be rude, and this was my responce to him......
"Well.....the way I see it is that any one (man or woman) likes to know they are attractive, and getting a few interested looks every now and then (As long as you are not staring like...
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"Well.....the way I see it is that any one (man or woman) likes to know they are attractive, and getting a few interested looks every now and then (As long as you are not staring like...
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runnerguy1:
Yeah, Thairant's my girlfriend. and you like to post on her thing. So, you're my friend too.
zombievengence:
no, thats a Six Feet Under song, Manipulation
Ohhh my back hurts. I sooooooo could use a back rub. Anyone wanna volanteer?
Well.....despite the pain, today was actually pretty good. Worked the 3-11 shift today.....nothing bad happened. Always good
Oh! And this absolutely GORGEOUS woman came in. I mean she was just ungodly beautiful. If I had never came on SG and seen some of the girls here (many of which will read...
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Well.....despite the pain, today was actually pretty good. Worked the 3-11 shift today.....nothing bad happened. Always good
Oh! And this absolutely GORGEOUS woman came in. I mean she was just ungodly beautiful. If I had never came on SG and seen some of the girls here (many of which will read...
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brookie:
hey..did u have a good day??...n e interesting convos with the chick yet?? later gator 
kundalini:
Good point.
How practical could a thong be to wear to the gym...?
How practical could a thong be to wear to the gym...?
Wait a minute, I'm a girl. NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO