Pretty good day today.
Mom came home yesterday. And (according to her anyway) she is completely fine.
Had a great trip down the river today too. Took a group of girl scouts again....which included the absolute coolest lil girl I have EVER met
Seriously...she was like 7 or 8, and when the 14 year old was screaming her head off while going down Bull falls...
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Mom came home yesterday. And (according to her anyway) she is completely fine.
Had a great trip down the river today too. Took a group of girl scouts again....which included the absolute coolest lil girl I have EVER met
Seriously...she was like 7 or 8, and when the 14 year old was screaming her head off while going down Bull falls... Read More
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Well.....mom is doing okay I guess. The doc says that two toes and part of her foot have to come off. But she doesnt seem to awfully bothered by it. I think she was expecting it for a while in fact.
She is going to hate me when she gets back though. Why? Cuz I refuse to go out and get her any more cigarettes....
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She is going to hate me when she gets back though. Why? Cuz I refuse to go out and get her any more cigarettes....
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xartificialnight:
Glad your mom is gonna be okay. Sucks about her foot. Its probably best that you stand up to her like that. I had to do that with my mother.
I dunno how much help I could be since my site looks the way it does after several hours (probably a good 24 to be exact, not all at once but yeah), a lot of crying an a few things being thrown. haha
I dunno how much help I could be since my site looks the way it does after several hours (probably a good 24 to be exact, not all at once but yeah), a lot of crying an a few things being thrown. haha
cheech:
My problem lately has been the occasional burst of feeling that everything's wrong. I suppose work might help, in that when I'm at work my powers are focused on hating being at work... but I dunno if being tense 40+ hours a week (it carries over when I go home sometimes) is a good trade-off for pursuing work elsewhere, which I'm convinced I won't find.
...oh, and I lack love too, but a lot of people know how that goes.
That's just the way feelings go sometimes. I've felt mostly fine today. Last night was pretty good for me.
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...oh, and I lack love too, but a lot of people know how that goes.
That's just the way feelings go sometimes. I've felt mostly fine today. Last night was pretty good for me.
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Well.....Mom is in the hospital
Again
Why? Because she refuses to take any sort of care of herself.
She is getting the lil toe on her remainig foot aputated now.
It was BLACK. Gangrene. Have you all ever seen that? Its scary
And she just let it happen with out even making an effort to stop it.
Again
Doctor said that it is likely cuz...
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Again
Why? Because she refuses to take any sort of care of herself.
She is getting the lil toe on her remainig foot aputated now.
It was BLACK. Gangrene. Have you all ever seen that? Its scary
And she just let it happen with out even making an effort to stop it.
Again
Doctor said that it is likely cuz...
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artsaves1228:
hi 
thank u for the comment on my drawing
and this is what the original photo looked like!
http://www.deviantart.com/deviation/11819176/
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thank u for the comment on my drawing
and this is what the original photo looked like!
http://www.deviantart.com/deviation/11819176/
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lisa_why:
Thanks! I'm already starting to get nervous about it...
And I'm sorry to hear about your mom. =/
And I'm sorry to hear about your mom. =/
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grayscale:
B-day was great. Megz and a bunch of people from work took me to Chuck-E-Cheese. It was AWESOME. Thanks for the birthday wish.
glamerdork:
sorry to hear about your foot. Fun pics there, other than the foot, which looks painful. And thanks for all the good luck. I'll need it. *back to work*
Okay.....so here is my plan for the next few days or so.....
8:00 this morning Im going to run a trip down the river..
Get home around 1 or 2....
Sleep til about 9pm
Get ready and be at 7/11 at 11pm
Work there til 7 am
Drive over to Blueridge and nap in the parking lot for an hour..
Another trip at 8am...
get...
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8:00 this morning Im going to run a trip down the river..
Get home around 1 or 2....
Sleep til about 9pm
Get ready and be at 7/11 at 11pm
Work there til 7 am
Drive over to Blueridge and nap in the parking lot for an hour..
Another trip at 8am...
get...
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lisa_why:
Nah...They'll pay me...They just fucked up. I just expect it next week and not in 2.
desmobile:
looks like the beauty from hell is out again!
Last week I pulled some weeds around the Blue Ridge building. Failed to notice that there was some poison ivy or oak mixed into those weeds. Didnt get it bad...but I do have those ugly lil blisters you get on my pinky and ring finger on my right hand.
You know what that means.....
Yup.......no masterbating til it goes way
IM GOING TO GO NUTS!!!!!!
You know what that means.....
Yup.......no masterbating til it goes way
IM GOING TO GO NUTS!!!!!!
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hellsbeauty:
No my computer died I had to go out and buy a new one!
urblueygrl:
dont think ive ever gotten poison ivy or oak, but my dad is really allergic to it, when he got it he was in bed for a couple of days it was so bad...
I got nothing to write about today....just didnt want that last entry up anymore.....
Sooooo....ummm....hi. How are you all?
Sooooo....ummm....hi. How are you all?
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thisplaceisdeath:
It doesn't get THAT warm here! *pout*
I'd LOVE to see one though!
I'm splendiferous. How are you?
I'd LOVE to see one though!
I'm splendiferous. How are you?
testykitten:
always look on the bright siiiiide of life...whistlewhistle...! wishing you well. 
I just dont want to exist any more
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infinity:
i dont know the real legal reason but if they canned me id fight it.
allycat_13:
I like what desmobile said. Come to the dark side!!!!!!
Oh hon stop your belly acheing and grow up.
Life is far worse for other people then you or I could ever comprehend. So get over yourself sweetie.
Tons of & Darling
Concert rocked and had good times.
Oh hon stop your belly acheing and grow up.
Life is far worse for other people then you or I could ever comprehend. So get over yourself sweetie.
Tons of
& Darling
Concert rocked and had good times.
Sorry about that last entry.....you guys are too great to have to deal with my bullshit all the time. I dont know why you guys waste your time on someone like me....but I very much so thank you all for it 
Im alil more cheering today.
Just got back from the mall....and got ALOT of really cool stuff
Got a new sword (nothing cheers me...
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Im alil more cheering today.
Just got back from the mall....and got ALOT of really cool stuff
Got a new sword (nothing cheers me...
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thisplaceisdeath:
I would NEVER trade in my ice cream!
I gotta scat cause' I need sex.
I gotta scat cause' I need sex.
thisplaceisdeath:
Oh, I always do. And I did!
Night
Night
I cant stand this. Im completely alone.....and it is tearing me apart.
I dont even have any friends now to hangout with....Ive simply annoyed them all to the point that they want nothing more to do with me.
Everyone I know just tolerates me.....but no one really wants me around. The people a work with both at 7/11 and Blue Ridge smile at me....but would...
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I dont even have any friends now to hangout with....Ive simply annoyed them all to the point that they want nothing more to do with me.
Everyone I know just tolerates me.....but no one really wants me around. The people a work with both at 7/11 and Blue Ridge smile at me....but would...
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cannibal:
Hey man, now you see how many friends you got! You can't be that bad, now can you.
tempest:
I have my own little business out of my kitchen making fudge, chocolate covered goodies, and cookies
oh, and no problem.. I hope it works for you
oh, and no problem.. I hope it works for you
First off...I need to apologize. I got great friends...the best in the world...but I know that they have lots of other friends too. Im sorry that I want to waste all of your time....its just (as anyone who has known me more than 3 seconds already knows) I get really lonely and depressed.
Sooooo
Still hurt ....and that is not likely to change anytime soon...
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Sooooo
Still hurt ....and that is not likely to change anytime soon...
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desmobile:
sure nightmares has it all to make you feel way better. 
urblueygrl:
well thank you very much
Im in a lot of pain right now.
My spine feels like its two steps short of shattering. And to be honest....I really do think its possible. I already have 3 compression fractures......
I shouldnt really work at Blue Ridge with the way it is. If the paddling wasnt bad enough.....then you have to carry the rafts too. And at the end of each trip...
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My spine feels like its two steps short of shattering. And to be honest....I really do think its possible. I already have 3 compression fractures......
I shouldnt really work at Blue Ridge with the way it is. If the paddling wasnt bad enough.....then you have to carry the rafts too. And at the end of each trip...
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kundalini:
Do not fuck up your back or you won't be on the river at all...!!
Take that shit seriously man, I want you to be able to raft when you're 75...
and I know, but we all get depressed and lonely sometimes, yeah, we see tons of desireable women in love with guys are are much less than us. The worst thing we can do is dwell on it. Being depressed makes us unattractive. Nice girls don't like guys who mope and can't give a real smile... Chin up man, things will get better. They always do...
Take that shit seriously man, I want you to be able to raft when you're 75...
and I know, but we all get depressed and lonely sometimes, yeah, we see tons of desireable women in love with guys are are much less than us. The worst thing we can do is dwell on it. Being depressed makes us unattractive. Nice girls don't like guys who mope and can't give a real smile... Chin up man, things will get better. They always do...
infinity:
ouch sucks about the back 
i wouldnt fuck around with that for a while
i wouldnt fuck around with that for a while
Love and kisses
Michelle xx