xynnedra

So fuck.... I think I fucked myself. I need to fix my Fairy and there is this long story where I asked if I could be fit in last weekend to fix it my artist said he would try but never confirmed.... so I should have called to ask if he was gonna be able to well ether way I didn't get done and so...
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I hate giving people advice, I don't do it usually unless really asked & lately I don't waste my breath because people don't listen. I feel I have to say something this time whether or not this person will heed my advice is another thing. If you are really into someone you really should say something. Now if a person is constantly in a relationship...
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Things to do:
get passport
get motorcycle license
learn to skydive
re-learn to surf
re-learn to snowboard
go to California
go to Oregon
go to Ireland
go to Mexico
hmm what else

So have a headache, samething for 2 days. I got a wii fit gotta find a way to fit that in everyday. I want to tone up I am extremely determined to be sexy. Lol or sexier. Yeah I'm insane but I have a plan I wanna be a SG & I don't wanna any reason to be denied. Now if the headache could go...
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Need to change my attitude b4 i get too down. Body, Mind, Spirit if one of those is outta sync your sick. My Mind is outta sync...Gotta run, gotta box, gotta fight, gotta meditate, gotta pray, and hope that that helps my mind get back in with the rest of me. I wish I had someone in NYC to workout with to help me get...
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I hate being bipolar sometimes. I love when in I am manic. I accomplish more, I am more fun, I focus better, and I am a lot more confident. But right now, what goes up must come down, so I am going down. I am constantly on the verge of tears and I am scared of who I am and what I am trying to...
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Still in pain. Face puffy, stupid antibiotics takes too long. Still went to work but every time I speak I bite into that back tissue area in mouth so hurts more. I'm speaking without moving teeth so now I just look like I'm pissed @ everyone. Will this day finally end.

On other note thinking of piercing back, corsett. I've been looking into it, but...
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Last night I waited for my friend to get tattoo done. Got home @ 2 am went to bed round 3 to wake up at 6:30 am in sooo much pain & I went to work but had to see a dentist... Yay me impacted infected wisdom teeth on left side. I have the best luck.

So booooored. I accompanied my friend to get a tattoo done. Since I've never been the one waiting I never realized how boring it truly was. Want to be anywhere but here.

FUUUUUUUCK I screwed myself. I overpaid my bills so bills paid but overdrafted my checking. I so need to get paid for being hot. or rob a bank

I was upset today. The guy I was trying to hook up with, apparently has been trying to hookup with my roommate. Well they have a thing tomorrow.. I was really down, I've never been pushed aside like that, if I want somethin I get it. What cheered my up...An interview, I'm looking for an internship so had to interview with my professor today. Going...
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