Tuesday Dec 15, 2009

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no internet no phone no money ill update when possible
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aisuryuu:
excuses excuses. Just go look up hot naked tat girls at the library, just refrain from the kiddie section lol.
bromopar:
Come back soon!

Friday Dec 04, 2009

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Todd is dying my hair tonight!! I love doing my hair. I dont know if I will do both colors tonight or just one, we will have to see how ambitious we feel. Not doing anything exciting tonight other than that. Probably drink and cuddle with my kitties while we play resident evil or finish watching lord of the rings. I watched some episodes of...
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patton:
thanks darling smile xoox
ladonna:
how u doing girl? staying warm??

Thursday Dec 03, 2009

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I am so incredibly happy. My boyfriend came by to pick up some more of this things the other day and we ended up getting back together. I cant imagine facing the dark void with anyone else but him. Honestly I knew that things would get better over time but no one else would ever be able to take his place or come close. I...
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luis_007:
happy to hear you and your bf were able to work things out. smile
stupit_m_i:
You party 24/7 thats why weekends mean nothing to you LoL biggrin

Tuesday Dec 01, 2009

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I need a day off from work to just gather my thoughts. Shit is tough and I dont know if I am making the right choices. I officially no longer have a phone but it really doesnt bother me too much.
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weston:
Hope you get everything figured out and that things get better!
stupit_m_i:
Did your phone break or did you lose it???? Hope you feel a lil better soon kiss

Monday Nov 30, 2009

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ive been bouncing around from being really depressed to semi okay. Today I feel pretty good. I really want some new tattoos who doesnt? I have some good ideas. My leg sleeve is going to have to wait because obviously its going to be a lot of money. I should have some money to get a fairly decently sized tattoo soon though. I want a...
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alchemy333:
I like the headless horseman idea...
stupit_m_i:
Damn,we need to drug test you.... eeek LoL
Thats a lot of tats

Saturday Nov 28, 2009

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Dying from insurmountable losses
At the clutch of black agony
Pain fills the void
Drowning in my private sorrows
No desire to surface above
When I feel something other than pain it is if it was imagined
Counterfeit smiles and forged conversations
The grasp around my heart tightens
Unlimited misery
This falsity fashions me numb



I wrote this poem this morning
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chipdanger:
dang hun...now I'm depressed wink. hug!
stupit_m_i:
Maybe this will make you smile

Thursday Nov 26, 2009

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So I made a work appropriate list on my ipod for the daytime when my other boss is around sometimes. It has some misfits agent orange hendrix and metallica. Well a metallica song came on and my boss was like this is too metal your going to need to turn this down. Inside I almost about died laughing but I turned it down anyways. What...
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stupit_m_i:
Am going to be jealous that someone's going to get a package for X-Mas biggrin
bromopar:
Here is every hip hop and rap song ever made.

Me and homies rollin in our 6-4, ballin like the gangstas, banging the shorties, drinking the forties out till 6 in the morn.

Just tell your boss if he wants to hear rap you'll sing him any song he wants by any artist and then sing him that. Hopefully he has a sense of humor about it.

Your kitties are cute as hell and I love your chest peice.

Tuesday Nov 24, 2009

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Feeling better and better everyday. I think it has been a whole week now. Maybe it was good for me to break up with my boyfriend and be pushed a little bit out of my comfort zone. I feel almost renewed. I got eight coupons for free 12 packs of pepsi products! I was so excited, it was the best thing that happened to me...
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stupit_m_i:
That made me laff so much...I can see you with the


the star wars clone helmet talking over the phone
weston:
Glad to hear that you're feeling better!

Sunday Nov 22, 2009

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I think I will play more resident evil tonight. For some reason projectile zombie heads makes me crack a quaint smile. Shotgun is my weapon of choice. Furthermore I have decided I really want to be in a band, although I dont know how to play anything. I played violin for nine years though so I think I will teach myself how to play bass.
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shadowblade:
what is stopping you from playing a violin in a rock band?

I know a group in Australia that has a violinist in the band, http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=IrGajhrPuGg&NR=1

biggrin you don't need to play bass to play in a rock band (though I will admit that there is something about a girl playing bass that is a serious turn on for guys).
nickstone:
Oh i just say that a big part of american culture leaves in me.smile The part that I love might not be the most popular over theresmile haha! And there is another coolest reason.smile

Friday Nov 20, 2009

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sorry for the lack of updates. i have been so heartbroken the last few days I recently broke up with my boyfriend who meant everything to me. I have never expiercened such joy with anyone else. The worst part is that I am all to blame for what happened. So I am doing better today though and am trying to move on. I just fear...
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chipdanger:
I know things seem really bad right now. You've lost your best friend. You'll find another person when the time's right. Hang in there.
freakykitty:
aw so sorry. hang in there. I know it doesn't feel like it now, but the pain will stop and allow your heart to open to someone else eventually. In the meantime hug your kitties lots! smile

Monday Nov 02, 2009

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[VIDEO][/VIDEO] my cat


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stupit_m_i:
Oh, now you tell me you hate christmas after I buy you a new car for X-Mas tongue
shadowblade:
did you teach him to fetch or did he learn on his own?

apparently, Siamese are great to teach to fetch so that is nothing unusual, but for a common tabby to do that is fairly unusual. besides that, he is quite clever on how to get (I am assuming) his favourite toy.
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