Apparenlty I'm a big fat whore for flashing one of my guy-friends in order to make him drink for the first time.
I regret nothing of this act save for it's inadvertant affliction upon a friend whom I thought to have more reason than irrationality to him.
Ah well, live and learn I suppose. Perhaps a reconciliation will occur, perhaps not. And yet if it...
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I regret nothing of this act save for it's inadvertant affliction upon a friend whom I thought to have more reason than irrationality to him.
Ah well, live and learn I suppose. Perhaps a reconciliation will occur, perhaps not. And yet if it...
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That's All I Wanted
Something special, something sacred -
In your eyes
For just one moment
To be bold and naked
At your side
Sometimes i think that you'll never
Understand me
Maybe this time is forever..
Say it can be
That's all you wanted
Something special, someone sacred -
In your life
Just for one moment
To be warm and naked
At my side...
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Something special, something sacred -
In your eyes
For just one moment
To be bold and naked
At your side
Sometimes i think that you'll never
Understand me
Maybe this time is forever..
Say it can be
That's all you wanted
Something special, someone sacred -
In your life
Just for one moment
To be warm and naked
At my side...
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kail:
Ah. I see. I assumed you were the author since you didn't quote a source. I am familiar with Father Figure, but it looks like you truncated the song before the chorus kicked in so I didn't recognize it. 
At any rate, it sounds like your emotionally invested in someone. Love is joyous, as well as frustrating. You have to open up your heart to receive love, which also leaves you exposed. That's the conundrum. Cherish it for as long as it lasts.
At any rate, it sounds like your emotionally invested in someone. Love is joyous, as well as frustrating. You have to open up your heart to receive love, which also leaves you exposed. That's the conundrum. Cherish it for as long as it lasts.
dorkgirl:
i love tori and this song so much.
i looked at your artwork...very beautiful.
have a good day
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i looked at your artwork...very beautiful.
have a good day
[Edited on Apr 27, 2005 2:12PM]
well today was a good day, save for a bit of pain in the lower lombard. but i'm getting used to that.
today ryan bought a plot for his mother. the cemetary is quite beautiful and seemed very peaceful indeed. there were lots of headstones there with the Freemason symbol on them, oddly enough. it was neat to see.
i think i am going to...
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today ryan bought a plot for his mother. the cemetary is quite beautiful and seemed very peaceful indeed. there were lots of headstones there with the Freemason symbol on them, oddly enough. it was neat to see.
i think i am going to...
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OMG! the concert was soooo awesome! she was so beautiful and wonderful and everything that a muse/goddess incarnate should be! she played a lot of the new songs from The Beekeeper, but that's ok. it was awesome none the less. and she finish with Leather!!!! 
the only dampener was that i got some food poisoning er something from some sushi in japantown. T_T i was...
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the only dampener was that i got some food poisoning er something from some sushi in japantown. T_T i was...
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deadly_photo:
Thanks! It was just my feet that were cold....
kail:
Glad to hear that. Memories are like the corners of your mind. 
0 days left!!!
Today i shall witness the ultimate muse! the goddess incarnate! that's right, it's the Tori!! i am so excited but nervous! eek! i'm just waiting for the other shoe to drop because when something that i get so excited about comes near to fruition, something bad usually happens. for example, i had planned months ahead of time to go to this Perfect...
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Today i shall witness the ultimate muse! the goddess incarnate! that's right, it's the Tori!! i am so excited but nervous! eek! i'm just waiting for the other shoe to drop because when something that i get so excited about comes near to fruition, something bad usually happens. for example, i had planned months ahead of time to go to this Perfect...
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slamcage:
Relax, don't make too big of a deal, things tend to pan out better that way. Enjoy the concert and your experience with all their flaws. Have fun my dear. 
1 day. omg. i'm so excited! tomorrow, it shall be a beautiful day!
kail:
Yeah! Only one day left till school's out! 
artrob:
well the suspense has been killing me... 
3 days. i'm starting to get tingly in my pants!
i am going to kill mason! he's spamming me! argh! i just woke up and now i am being spammed and trying to hold an AIM conversatioin with the lovely Slamcage. what to do? ack!
there are children laughing and kitties meowing and i'm going insane! and here i didn't even celebrate 4/20!!
well, i'll...
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i am going to kill mason! he's spamming me! argh! i just woke up and now i am being spammed and trying to hold an AIM conversatioin with the lovely Slamcage. what to do? ack!
there are children laughing and kitties meowing and i'm going insane! and here i didn't even celebrate 4/20!!
well, i'll...
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artrob:
oh!...clarification:
the what are you talking about was in response to..."this conversation never happened"...in your journal, silly...
yes, she massages away the aches and pains for me...
the what are you talking about was in response to..."this conversation never happened"...in your journal, silly...
yes, she massages away the aches and pains for me...
4 days.
Chocolate Lucky Charms are the shiz-nit! it's like eating a bowl of Count Chocula...but...not. lol.
I suffer from the common ailment of what is known as the Vicodin hang over. It makes ze brain slowwwww...er than usual. argh.
Don't get me wrong, I'm not a druggie (much), but my scoliosis was acting a fool last night and i needed to be able to...
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Chocolate Lucky Charms are the shiz-nit! it's like eating a bowl of Count Chocula...but...not. lol.
I suffer from the common ailment of what is known as the Vicodin hang over. It makes ze brain slowwwww...er than usual. argh.
Don't get me wrong, I'm not a druggie (much), but my scoliosis was acting a fool last night and i needed to be able to... Read More
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deadly_photo:
Not anti-tee, I quite like Earl Grey. But I'm in Finland right now where the average person (whoever they are) consumes 11KG of coffee a year.
artrob:
what are you talking about??? 
actually, i had the incredibly good fortune of comming home to the sweetest girl...well i had to drive over her place...
*sigh* ...so sweet...
actually, i had the incredibly good fortune of comming home to the sweetest girl...well i had to drive over her place...
*sigh* ...so sweet...
5 days.
i heard there's a new pope. i also heard that he used to be part of some nazi party or something. it's times like this that i don't mind the occassional persecution for being a pagan. The Goddess Lives baby!!!
i bought a can of spam today. i don't like spam. "whaddaya mean ughh! i don't like spam!!" i dunno why i bought...
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i heard there's a new pope. i also heard that he used to be part of some nazi party or something. it's times like this that i don't mind the occassional persecution for being a pagan. The Goddess Lives baby!!!
i bought a can of spam today. i don't like spam. "whaddaya mean ughh! i don't like spam!!" i dunno why i bought...
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6 days.
i just saw something really cool! it made me laugh really hard. it made ryan quite happy too. you must click ze link! (lol, that's a clue to what it's about! ... i'm so nerdy sometimes..) capella goodness
anyway, i have some fun fun doctor appointments coming up. i'm so sick of doctors. all they do is make you take pills and tell...
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i just saw something really cool! it made me laugh really hard. it made ryan quite happy too. you must click ze link! (lol, that's a clue to what it's about! ... i'm so nerdy sometimes..) capella goodness
anyway, i have some fun fun doctor appointments coming up. i'm so sick of doctors. all they do is make you take pills and tell...
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deadly_photo:
Thanks for the comments witchie! Check out my new photos in my pics section - for something completely different
slamcage:
Thats why I go to a Lady pussy poker. She is much more sensative.
7 days.
artrob:
the count down begins...
reanimateme:
can i come up soon? i think i need to... i'll call soon.
It's all an open center
Opens up and lets the wind lift him away
It doesn't have to feel water
It's just a place that feels right with him
Kinda like the way you're breathing
I kinda like the way you keep looking away
Would you like to glide on
Slide a mile six inches at a time on Maynard's dick
There's a shyness found...
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Opens up and lets the wind lift him away
It doesn't have to feel water
It's just a place that feels right with him
Kinda like the way you're breathing
I kinda like the way you keep looking away
Would you like to glide on
Slide a mile six inches at a time on Maynard's dick
There's a shyness found...
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Also, when there is something in one's self they don't want to accept, they will feed you jibberish about how it is wrong, and try to get you to go along with that bullshit. Don't believe high and mightyness. In truth the person preaching feels the oppisite of what they are saying. It's like priests molesting little boys, they tell people not to have sex in all kinds of decent and logical ways, and then they go fuck with kids minds and futures. It is a shame. Denial is to be avoided. Speaking of which why were you trying to convince him to drink? Drinking is a way of not dealing with your problems. Usually people drink because it gives them an excuse to act stupid and express themselves, when in fact, they should be able to express themselves freely, wildly without a drug. When one accepts themself and is able to express themself it brings about a ton of positivity and is not destructive like alcohol. Soberness is fun, weeeeee
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