wow its been awhile. a lot has happened to this grumpy old man.

I'm 2 weeks from hopefully being permanently done with my math class after 2 bouts with it, my parents had their cars stolen a little over a week ago, but we got one of them back, my GF and i did work out our argument (the chocolates worked like a charm), i...
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I sent my girlfriend some assorted chocolates as a peace offering to smooth things over and to apologize for being stupid. I guess i should realize that the old ways i'm used to doing things aren't so well received anymore. You try to help, but in the end you may end up ruining the things you are trying to mend. I'll have to just let...
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What do you do when you have no one to answer to?

Ah yes finally a day where something blog worthy is going to take place. My best friend in the universe, Tattooedbella will be here in New Orleans within 13 hours of me typing this. what are we gonna do with ourselves. no we can't do "that", but i will definitely have my arms around her a lot. hahahhaa

She's fulfilling a dream today, two...
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well. i knew i was smart to get a job at the casino. rarely a dull moment in a place where money and booze are prominent. hahaha

in today's 8 hours, in addition to my usual duties, i had a woman playfully insulted by her fortune cookie, evicted a possibly doped up fool from the casino twice in about a 30 min time frame, and...
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my face aches. i think i need my fillings redone. good god the dental bill will be a nightmare. lol

in other news. my job is panning out much better then i expected. i was hired as an on call person, but it seems i will be able to get a full time position much much quicker then i thought. i joined the team at...
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Well the Saints chances for a repeat are done. many may not fully understand why this is blog worthy but it's pretty much all i got. I was playing Starcraft this morning and lost 5 matches in a row. in the past, for me, that was a sign it was gonna be a bad day. and i was right. bad vibes compound themselves and effect...
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it always happens when you least expect it.

things are finally starting to get underway. I went out Wednesday to look at other places to apply for a job and lo and behold guess who FINALLY calls with the come on in for training message, Harrah's Casino. i've been on a roller coaster ride with these people for about 4 months. after a wave of...
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Man oh man i am so out of touch. I didn't even realize xmas is 3 days away. i'm a swirl of turmoil so i guess it's understandable.

Oh and i've come to the decision that WingZephyr 2.0 is a failure. lol this stupid attitude born from a disgust of the behavior of the citizens of NOLA in the afterhours of Karina needs to be...
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bella and i have sorted out our situation. she will continue to do her thing and i will focus on getting my own life back on track. My friends and family believe that i should stay clear of romance and all. i have every intention of doing just that. and if something happens to find me i will take it as slow as humanly possible....
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I feel crushed right now. gut punched by the two women i sought to build a future with in the same year.

First the girl a spent 8 years with in a relationship with only to get dumped because she started to like her friends more then me, and now by the woman who has loved me all those years, finally looks to have the...
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ah my bella is one busy busy bee. Looking to start a business, head chef at her job, and also auditioning for a burlesque show. she showed me a shot of her outfit, she's gonna look great. who am i kidding she looks great in everything, even her work uniform. she's nervous about the audition but as long as she's her wonderful self i think...
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